The Great Awakening: March 2018

Wednesday, March 21st, 2018

So I thought I would start a post about what has been going on regarding the current process that Earth and her inhabitants are experiencing, because there is so much going on, and I think it is important at this time to share with others what I understand and have experienced on a personal level as truth. I do not claim to have all the answers, as that would be absurd of me, but I am a seeker and have a pretty good connection to the creative source, so here is what I have observed in my experience of reality!

As always though, use your own discernment when reading this, and with finding the truth for you. I speak from my heart, and only with Love. I don’t write to offend or upset anyone but write with hopes to help enlighten those who wish for that…

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Last week I wrote a post about ‘the event’, which you can read here: What is the event and what can you do to prepare!

If you don’t know what the event is yet, I highly recommend reading that post because it explains it quite well, and most of this post won’t make much sense if you aren’t yet aware!

But in short, the event will be a grand cosmic event that takes place and changes humanity and mother Earth forever. Nothing will ever be the same after the event. It will be a huge wake-up call for us. No one knows when the event will take place, but as humans, we love to make predictions regarding the event. Although this is all happening in a relatively very short period of time, we still tend to get impatient when a few days pass and nothing happens… We don’t see the big picture.

We wonder, well where is it? I thought it was supposed to be here by now. But what we don’t realize, is it is happening, and it will continue to happen for quite a while now… Something I have known deep inside all along, but am still trying to fully embrace, is that we (humanity) we are the event! We are creating this wave of love as a collective. It’s truly remarkable, but it just goes to show us how much potential we truly have!

I had a dream last night regarding the time frame of this, and in my dream I was in the distant future, and I was looking back on this current time frame, being March of 2018, and in my dream I was astonished at the realization that it did basically happen all at once or in a very short window of time. Considering time is an illusion, and humans are the only ones in the universe that use time, it is very difficult for us to understand that this event is taking place, all at once, it’s all happening right now.

The internet is lighting up over this event, as it is a big deal, we have been waiting for this event for a very long time, lifetime after lifetime. The ancients knew that this would happen, it’s been prophesized, and it’s been written about in many different ways. Some call it the rapture, but I prefer to just call it the event.

It is currently underway, it’s happening now, it’s like waves of energy colliding with the Earth, it feels like love washing over you, many have felt it over the couple weeks especially, as the energies have been ramping up, preparing us for the big wave. The big one has not hit yet in the moment of writing this, but I know it will definitely happen, just have no idea when. I am done with predicting a date, and just enjoying each moment as it comes.

You see, it is very hard to predict a time frame for these types of things, because higher dimensions which is who we are working with here, they don’t use clocks… They don’t understand how we experience time. They can give us a time frame, but they won’t give us exact dates because they are working with many different timelines here, and everything needs to line up perfectly. Picking a date would be like trying to find a needle in a haystack, it’s impossible to do.

I had a second dream regarding the timing of the event, but in this one it showed me a waterpark (I have a lot of waterpark dreams haha) but basically it was showing a wonderful brand new waterpark, that was already built and almost ready to be enjoyed, but they just needed to do one last check over to make sure everything was working properly. This check could take a few hours, a few days, or even a few weeks. But it was built, and would definitely be open for enjoyment soon.

So anyway, yes, there is an event, yes it will happen on a global scale, (this is the reason a lot of us have incarnated on Earth at this time, to experience this event) and yes, everyone will know when it happens.

There are people on the internet who are saying that they have experienced the event first hand, and I am not saying they did or didn’t, that’s their experience, but what I do want to say is that it wasn’t the actual “Event.” It might have been like a pre-event preparation to see how well we would handle the energies, and so people who have experienced some phenomena in the past few weeks, know that that is just a warm-up, in my opinion, to the big one. It was just a taste, so to speak!

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I would like to take this time to go through some of the things I have noticed as well as some of the people I follow on social media. Because for those who knew what was happening, they have definitely felt it, it feels like an accelerated ascension process has started. People are noticing changes on a daily or even hourly basis right now.

The weekend of March 17-18, I would randomly feel the energies running through my body. It felt like I was vibrating at times. I felt very tired, low energy, I didn’t feel like doing anything at all. It was also cloudy and snowy out, so I didn’t even get to go on my daily nature walk. I couldn’t stop eating, I literally ate everything I could get my hands on, I think this is a comfort eating problem I have, especially when I know change is coming.

I felt the remaining negativity I had been holding on to slowly leave my body over these few days, and by Monday, March 19th, I was back to my normal energy and happiness, with much more peace and clarity of mind.

When Monday did roll around, and “nothing” happened on Sunday, March 18th like so many of us had hoped, I didn’t even feel bummed out because I knew it was still going to happen, we just got the date wrong like we have many times in the past. It is common to feel that dip when a predicted date flops, but everyone in the community seemed to stay positive and eagerly moved forward.

The sun was back on Monday and it was a gorgeous day! I spent quite the better portion of my day outside in nature, which I do love to do. I walked around the park thanking God and Mother Earth, as well as apologizing to mother Earth for all the abuse we’ve shown her over the years. I often say mantras while I walk, which helps my mind from wandering and keeps me in a meditative state as much as possible.

The sun was shining so bright, it was blinding if you tried to look at it. This is pure white light coming down to Earth, and it’s helping our DNA wake up from its slumber, which will activate many of our natural gifts and abilities. The event is supposed to be a big one that really wakes us up. I think that even the people who think they are awake now will realize how much they were still sleeping when the event takes place.

Everyone I came across was in a good mood, there was love in the air so to speak. It was a beautiful day outside, the birds were singing, people were out walking their dogs, the sun was shining bright, and there was not a cloud or Jet-trail in the sky. Not a single one, which is very unusual, since I go for walks pretty often, and I do look up at the sky a lot, I always see multiple jet trails when I do, but not Monday.

I thought I would wait and see Tuesday if I say any, and still nothing. Wow, how strange is that? Not a single Jet-trail for two days in a row. I kept track of this throughout the week, and all week I saw maybe one or two in total, but it’s nothing compared to what it used to be! I thought it was interesting though that was one of the things I thought I would notice when things started to shift, and sure enough, it happened. The sky has also been a brighter, more vibrant shade of blue, and not to mention there seems to be rainbows everywhere! I took some pictures to show you all how beautiful our world is becoming day by day!

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The mantra I was repeating over and over again on Tuesday too was, “There is now peace on Earth, there is now peace on Earth, there is now peace on Earth.”

The more you say something, the more your brain cognizes it, which makes you believe it more. (This is why affirmations work) But I am sure there are still things that need to happen before complete peace on Earth happens, there is still much work to be done, but we will see the day that there is true peace on Earth, this I am certain of, and it will probably happen sooner than we realize. This is what I believe in my heart.



Sunday, March 25th, 2018

There is a definite shift taking place right now on our planet. Its changing day by day. I can see it in nature, first and foremost… It’s becoming more, vibrant, colorful, the sun is brighter and doing crazy things with the light rays, the sky is bluer, the animals seem more friendly than usual, Its still winter and we see rainbows everywhere, which is not normal at all at this time of year!!!

People are getting outside more as well I’m noticing, lots of people are going for walks in the park, compared to this time last year when no one was out walking because it was all mucky out, or wet. But there have been so many more people outside it seems lately, all winter actually, but more so now of course.

Our wonderful planet is changing more and more each day. Mother Earth is ready to ascend and is now waiting for the rest of humanity to understand what is taking place here and now, to better prepare themselves, but she can’t wait much longer.

We are living in times of great change, and it is truly a wonderful experience to watch unfold. This will go down as the greatest time in human history, and we are right in the middle of it all! How amazing is that!??

I am seeing so many synchronicities, and not only with numbers, but with actual words as well. I was reading a book the other day and it was talking about a pendulum swinging back and forth, I decided I wanted to read another book right after, opened it up, and the first paragraph was again talking about pendulums… I thought that was pretty crazy! Two completely different books and I opened them on completely random pages, both talking about pendulums… Not a super common word whatsoever.

I also keep feeling pure love wash over me, it’s like a state of loving bliss, it feels wonderful, and makes me really excited and happy!  Memories of the past I am remembering the love in them now, no longer the fear.

I had a dream last night where I was in the future looking back to these current days leading up to the event, and in my dream, I realized how short of a time period that this is all taking place in! Even if it were still to take a month or two, it is still such a tiny speck of time on the eternal clock of the universe. Time is such an interesting thing that we are so obsessed with… Which doesn’t even exist… But more on the illusion of time some other day!


Friday, March 30th, 2018

As the awakening process unfolds day by day, I find myself having some pretty astounding realizations over the past weeks. It has gotten to the point where I have quit trying to make sense of them all, and just going with the flow. Just allowing it to happen, not trying to force or expect anything to happen.

Its funny to me how impatient we become, we are given a date, and then when we don’t see something happen in our own realities, we get discouraged, even though what we don’t see is what is all going on behind the scenes. There is much happening right now, whether or not we are aware of it all or not.

To us, a day feels like quite a good amount of “time” whereas, in the big picture, a day would seem like a second. So when 10 days or whatever pass, and you haven’t felt or noticed any changes, and you start to wonder if this is really true, just realize that 10 days, is like 10 seconds to a being outside the constraints of time. Remembering that we are eternal, and there really is no rush for this event to happen, as we have forever to exist. We will all get to experience it, even if it doesn’t happen for a few more months. (But I truly think it will happen sooner rather than later…)

Time is such a funny thing though. We are constantly in the mindset of there not being enough time like we are running out of something that is infinite. It’s a hard thing to step out of the illusion of, but when you are able to do this, you begin to realize your multidimensional self, that doesn’t know what time is.

You, your higher self, exists beyond the limits of space and time. It can go into the past and go into the future as well, it sees and knows all. Trusting this part of you, that is you, is hard for some because it is not visible, you cant “SEE” your higher self, but it exists nonetheless.

Humanity has this whole “seeing is believing” limitation imposed on them. The first question most people ask about anything spiritual related, is “well did you see this?”

No. I haven’t seen anything to prove that any of this is real. To me, seeing is not believing, our eyes lie and only show us what we want to see, but doesn’t show us what is actually there. Which is why most of humanity remains asleep because they choose to do so, they don’t want to see the big picture, they don’t want to wake up, they are happy and content where they are at, and that’s okay! They are on their path, and you are on yours. Just focus on yourself, and when they come to you because they see the light in you, you will know its time to share with them what you know. I wait patiently for people I love to see the beauty and magic of life, and I know they will come to me when they are ready.

Personally, I don’t shy away from the big picture, I want to know what is going on here, its been my mission ever since I was a small child, I wanted to learn everything. I was fascinated by life, why was I here, what was the meaning of it all, who am I?

When you open yourself up to the big questions of life, the universe will start giving you answers, and while I don’t believe I have all the answers, (not even close actually) but, I still have a pretty solid understanding of what is happening here on this planet called Earth right now… And boy is it ever exciting!!

As some of you may be aware, humanity has been enslaved by dark forces for quite some time. To us, it felt like an eternity, and we can’t imagine what life would even be like without the control, manipulation and mind control. We don’t even know what freedom even means anymore…

I often ask people what they would do with themselves if money didn’t exist, and I am often met by blank stares, clearly, they haven’t even considered this as a possibility before, but it’s something humanity will experience eventually. Abundance for everyone, not just the 1% like it has been for thousands of years.

It is funny because I always talk about what a wonderful world we are creating, and some people actually get upset with me, as though they don’t want positive change, but would rather stay living in fear and scarcity. This always baffles me, because, well… I dunno about you, but I would much prefer to live in a world where money wasn’t this scarce resource, and everyone had more than enough to live comfortable lives. No more starvation, disease, poverty… Just humanity creating beautiful things, living our lives out of love and joy, not fear and lack. So I always get confused when someone is resistant towards this way of living!

Maybe they simply don’t want to get their hopes up, in case nothing happens, but at this point though, it doesn’t matter if you want it to happen or not, its already well underway. Well underway! Nothing can or will stop it at this point. The collective has decided.

We are now days away from seeing this information on our mainstream news. It’s already out there if you do a little research of your own. Global currency reset, disclosure, the event, the cabal, these are all subjects one could search on the ever-expanding internet for information, its out there, you just gotta go find it.

Our lives will not return to the same way they were before this shift started, but there is nothing to fear. We are in the middle of the shift, its happening, and it’s a beautiful thing!

There is nothing to stop it now. Humanity is remembering its divinity, its true origins, our connection with the creative source of all that is, we are remembering that we are all one, we are all brothers and sisters… We won’t go to war ever again, no there won’t be a WW3 ever, we now will see war as childish because we are growing up, evolving, and ascending to higher states of being.

Many people fear change, and I can understand that feeling, but this is one change that is for the good of humanity and our planet. People all over the world are having spiritual awakenings, where they are now remembering their true divinity. It’s like a snowball rolling down a hill getting bigger and bigger. The energies are ramping up every day, causing the masses to wake up.

Soon the grande finale will occur, which I talk about in this post: What is the event and what can you do to prepare! On this day, everyone will know that something has happened. It will be a magical event, that a lot of us have been waiting and preparing many lifetimes for, which of course we cant remember our past lifetimes because that is part of the human experience. Forgetting your past lives as you incarnate as a baby is a very challenging part of being human, which is why I believe every soul here on Earth at this time is a highly advanced soul that came to experiencing this great awakening.

Many people who are on Earth now, feel like they don’t belong here, like they were once part of a highly advanced/ evolved society, and entered into this “barbaric” world. There are many names for these wonderful beings, some are called, Starseeds, lightworkers, rainbow warriors, indigo/crystal children. They have all come here with grand missions, and many of them feel like its time now to start, many are starting to remember why they came here in the first place.

I believe that once the big wave arrives on Earth, it will be the catalyst for us working for the light to be able to better carry out our divine missions. I consider myself to be in this community of light, and I know my personal mission will be shown to me very clearly at the time of the event, which of course I feel it will involve me guiding and teaching the newly awakened and confused souls that have no idea what happened, but beyond that am certain.

I know that although I consider myself to be fairly awakened, I believe the event will cause many of us to think “wow, I was really asleep...” Which is kind of interesting if you think about that, but there is still so much we don’t know. After all, you don’t know what you don’t know…

The event will be a different experience for everyone, as we are all on different paths, but I do want to say that there is nothing to be afraid of, fear will not help you during this truly magical time. We have been living in fear for a very long time, but there is only love, and this wave is pure love coming to us from the divine source, as God is very pleased with humanity as we have chosen the path of light.

We are currently in the state we are in because God gave us the gift of free will, as well as the knowledge of good and evil. We chose for many years to experiment with the dark (the evil), and that’s exactly what we did, and because it was our free will to decide this, God stepped back and allowed it, letting us learn, discover and experience the darkness… But finally after thousands of years spent in darkness, disconnected from source, and experiencing “evil.” We as a collective have chosen love and light again.

The divine feminine and divine masculine are reuniting as one, we are learning to come together and create for the good of humanity. Twin flames are finding each other again, and I greatly look forward to the day I meet my twin flame, because I’ve always known that he is out there somewhere. I know our reunion will be magical, and together we will live purposeful lives, and continue our mission of making Earth a better place for all.
I know in my heart that we will meet in divine timing, and I don’t worry at all about finding him because I trust in the plan.

 

I have been learning lately to trust in the divine timing. It’s hard because we do think in very linear time, and its hard to break out of that illusion. But I do know that wonderful things are happening already and will continue to happen.

I have already seen so much change in just the past two weeks alone! Things are really beginning to shift out there, and it’s really fascinating to watch. We here on Earth right now are part of the ground crew, we wanted front row seats to the greatest show in the universe. Yes the extra-terrestrials all know about us, we just don’t know about them, yet… They are all watching us, trillions of them, and they are enjoying the “great awakening” that is now in full swing on planet Earth.

Many of them are here, helping with the ascension of humanity, and one day we will understand this all better, but we will never be able to thank them enough for what they have been doing. There are many benevolent races that humanity is not aware of, but they have been working to liberate humanity for a very long time now. Thousands of years there was a battle between light and dark.

The light forces have been successful, and the day of “the event” steadily approaches as we become more and more in tune with our highest truth of who we are.

I will end my post here, as I have already written enough. Please feel free to share this if it has helped you and feel it may help others.

As always, I feel guided to share with humanity at this auspicious time of the great awakening of humanity, what I believe to be true in my heart, I write in hopes of inspiring you, and to remind you that you are not alone in this journey, and there are many others out there who are feeling lost and confused as the 3D matrix we have been living in begins to crumble around down.

If you feel guided, please feel free to join this facebook group full of beautiful souls who inspire and love one another, it is steadily growing in huge numbers each day. Here is a link to that: The Event Is Happening

Here is another site for you to check out: https://prepareforchange.net/ as it is specifically designed around the event, and it has more professional posts, whereas my blog site is my own journey and reflections!

Namaste wonderful friends, and until we meet again!

With Love and Light,
Lindzay

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What is the event and what can you do to prepare!

Greetings! It is with great excitement and love that I write to you on this day, March 15th, 2018 to bring you some wonderful news about what is about to happen!

It has come to my attention over the past few weeks, that there is something big happening on our planet. Something grander than we can imagine… I have carefully been observing this unfold for quite some time now, and while I always have known ever since I was a little girl, that something big would happen in my lifetime, I didn’t know what exactly, or when this so-called event would take place.

Over the past month, however, countless people have been proclaiming that something is coming very soon, which is the intent of this post today. I personally haven’t been writing much lately, because I don’t feel much desire to do really anything at this point. I am recharging myself and doing a significant amount of meditation in order to raise my own vibrations, however, I feel guided at this moment to write this post.

So what is the event? 

Humanity is long overdue for what we have called “the event” which is many things happening all at once, but what some say, it is a cosmic “flash” of light that is coming from the central galactic sun, channeled through our own sun, which will very soon reach and penetrate our planet with its loving energies. It is the moment of breakthrough when humanity will finally become the consciously aware beings they are supposed to be. We are essentially graduating from 3D reality to the 5th-dimensional reality!

It will be seen in the sky as a wave of rainbow-colored smoke and as it approaches Earth every human will be aware of it. This wave of light is nothing to be fearful of for it is pure love, which will embrace Earth and calm humanity into the loving light.

Might look similar to this picture!

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The event itself could last several hours or even days for some. It all depends on how ready you are to accept these new energies. For some, it will be expected, and they will easily accept and embrace these new energies, but for others, it might take some time to adjust. This is a major event which is said to be the biggest wake-up call that humanity has ever experienced. It will raise our vibrations, and wake people up from the illusion they have been living.

This wave of light is what some might call the “Rapture”, and while I do believe that it is closely related to what the bible says, I do not believe that God will be judging us, but rather we will judge ourselves on whether or not we are ready to ascend to the New Earth, or if we will stay on the current Earth and help to create “Heaven on Earth.” Each individual will have a completely unique experience during and after this event, and we will each have more clarity at the time of the event as to what we are needed to do.

There is quite a lot of confusion as to where people will go when the event happens, which I think is because no two people will have the same experience, so it’s hard to find answers. But from what I can understand is, some will stay on Earth to help create heaven on Earth, others will go to the 5D New Earth which the late Dolores Cannon talked and wrote many books about, and some will simply go to another 3D planet if they cannot assimilate these new energies…  But no one really knows exactly what is going to happen, I think some things are better left as a surprise when the event actually happens, but rest assure every human being will be taken care of. There is no need to fear this!

This event has been prophesized for many ages by the ancients of our time. It is the event that will trigger the new Era for mankind, the golden age of humanity. It is long overdue, and I know that the lightworker community is sick and tired of waiting. The event is just around the corner now, and with each passing day, we get closer and closer.

I find myself having a lot of “last times” doing certain 3D things. Like every time I go to the gym, I think, this could be the last time going to the gym, or last time going for groceries, last time doing laundry… You get the idea, which also goes to show how close this event really is!! As a matter of fact, as I write this, I feel a strong excitement as the event draws increasingly closer, like a kid waiting for Christmas day to arrive, knowing that it will be the most wonderful experience, that we’ve been preparing for lifetimes for. This is what many of us came here for. This is a once in a thousand lifetimes experience!

I have known my entire life that something big would happen in my lifetime, I knew this without a doubt, which is why I know what I say is true because trust me, I wouldn’t be writing this if it was all a lie, what good would that do for humanity? But you know, use your own discernment as you read this because I don’t have all the answers, but always ask your higher self if what you are reading resonates with you or not!

I discovered a video back in February which I will link below, but it was the first video that gave me strong validation that this was coming very soon. Allison Coe is a QHHT practitioner who guides people into past lives and talks to their higher self. She started getting information regarding the event a year ago, but it was becoming increasingly more and more common the last few months. She shares her great information in this youtube video below!

Before, during and after the event, by Allison Coe

After watching Allison’s video, I felt a sense of relief and excitement, knowing that positive change was on the horizon. In the video, she does not give a date as she isn’t one to make predictions, but she did hear from her sessions over and over again, the month of March. As I was watching this at the end of February, I realized how soon this was, and I got very excited.

I am alone in my anticipation and excitement during this wonderful time, because of course, no one around me believes me… Because, well… This has never happened before, well at least not in the past 26000 years, so we have never experienced this, so we have nothing to reference it to, and I suspect people don’t want to get their hopes up, just in case nothing happens… Nevertheless, this is real, and since watching that video by Allison Coe 2 weeks ago, I have gotten a significant amount of validation from multiple sources, including my own higher self, which of course is my most trustworthy source.

I have asked my higher self over and over what I needed to do, and I was told over and over, “just be patient, you are ready, all is going as planned, it’s coming, it’s coming soon.”

And it is coming, this wave of light is already on its way to Earth. There is nothing that can or will stop it, and it will be reaching Earth very soon, and all of humanity will be aware when it arrives. You will feel it coming before you see it, which will prompt you to go outside.

Our first natural instinct will be to go outside and stare, it will be like nothing we’ve ever seen before. The energies will be pulsing through our bodies, people might need to sit or lay down in order to better assimilate these new energies. Some who don’t know what’s happening might feel fear, but that will quickly be released once they realize it is loving light and is nothing to be afraid of.

Some have said that this wave of light will completely remove fear and negativity from the Earth, which is kind of a hard thing to understand considering how we always resort to negativity when something doesn’t go our way. But apparently, we will all be living out of love instead of out of fear. This will SIGNIFICANTLY change humanity and Gaia, I don’t think any of us understand how much this will change our lives.

This is huge, this is bigger than we can understand. This has been in the plan for thousands of years, and it is happening now! Very exciting times for humanity!

What to expect after the event?

Depending on your own vibration, which will determine where you go, whether you stay on Earth or ascend to the New Earth. So I will briefly explain from my own understanding what I think will happen in both our current world and New Earth. This is just my own understanding of all the different sources of information I have read/watched over the last weeks and months leading up to this event.

The current Earth: 

The event will be the major catalyst that will change many things for us here on Earth. Our monetary system, which of course is long overdue, will be shut down for a couple weeks. The financial system will be changing from one of lack/scarcity to one of abundance for all, which is something I think we can all look forward to! The terrible corruption, greed, and scarcity that we have experienced over the past millennia will no longer be tolerated, and complete transparency will be a vital part of creating Heaven on Earth.

Darkness can no longer exist in this new energy, and humanity will be able to reflect and learn from its past errors, like the abuse and torture of animals, the destruction of our home planet, and the greed people have for money. We will learn from our errors and will collectively decide to not make them again. I expect the whole planet will become vegetarian pretty soon after the event, as eating animals will be considered barbaric. If we do choose to still eat meat, it will be made synthetically, and not from the slaughter of innocent and loving animals.

Wars will become an uncivilized part of our past, and we will not even think of going to war again. Peace on Earth will certainly prevail, and we will live in harmony and love for each other, knowing that we are in fact all connected, we are all one.

Living situations will change significantly to, we will no longer have to pay for basic necessities like food, water, clothing, and shelter, and many humanitarian projects will be created to help Earth and its people. We will no longer have to worry about basic needs being met, and can instead focus on improving ourselves, and the world we live.

Technology will skyrocket as we will no longer be limited to what we can create. Free energy solutions will be released to the public, as well as cures to various diseases that have long been hidden from humanity. Our evolution will see no more limitations, and it will increase very quickly after the event.

Disclosure of many things that have been kept from us will also come after the event. Some such topics include the existence of benevolent extra-terrestrial beings, (who will make first contact at some point after the event), disclosure will also be on the cabal and the crimes they have committed against humanity. (Members of the cabal are being arrested at this time, and the event will be the final tipping point when key players are arrested.  Like I said earlier, this Event is HUGE! Much bigger than our human minds can even conceive of. It’s all very exciting stuff!

This event marks the beginning of a new Era for humanity! The golden age of peace, abundance, and love for all beings.

The new Earth:

Beings who are ready to ascend to a higher vibration will go to the New Earth. Those who decide to stay on Earth will always be able to raise their vibration to go to New Earth themselves when they are ready. New Earth is not a different Earth, it is still here, it’s just on a different vibration so we cannot see it, although many have reported getting glimpses of this New Earth! The event will raise our vibrations to a higher level so that New Earth will become our reality, but we will be able to move between the 5th dimension to the 3rd to help those who are still on the old Earth raise their vibrations so they can also ascend to 5D.

New Earth is… For a lack of a better word, its Amazing with a capital A… It is so beautifully vibrant with colors we can’t even imagine yet. Words really cannot describe this place, but I have had visions of it, as have many others on this path.

We will see things we have never seen before, and experience a beautiful new way of life, free from fear and negativity. We won’t have to worry about money, as money does not exist on New Earth and never will. We will be free sovereign beings who can go wherever we please. We won’t be ruled, controlled or manipulated in even the slightest way.

Humanity will be taught its true origins, and who they really are. We will have a lot of learning to do, as we are a bit behind in that department, thanks to our current system keeping our true origins, and abilities from us for a long time.

Some abilities we will gain will be telepathy, teleportation, and levitation, just to name a few. The human being has infinite potential, that has through time been forgotten and lost. New Earth will activate all these abilities once again and live purposeful, meaningful lives of joyous creation.

Everything we desire we will be able to instantly manifest on New Earth. There is no lack or scarcity… No more disease, illness, or aging. Our lifespans will increase significantly, and from what I can understand is you will get to choose your age and appearance when you go to New Earth, so that is pretty cool!

New Earth is already here, its vibrating at a higher frequency which is why most of us don’t see it in the day to day life here on Earth. But it is ready and waiting for the countless humans who will be entering New Earth on the day of The Event!

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How can you prepare? 

There is really not very much time at this point until this wave of light arrives to Earth. There is not much you need to do, as 90% of the population will be unaware of this before it happens, but I would like to mention that meditation is important to calm your mind of unnecessary negative thoughts leading up to the event. Fear and worry will not be of benefit to you during this time, and being in a loving state will make a much easier transition.

Some sites such as https://prepareforchange.net/ have very good information regarding the event if you want to look more into this, and it explains the event in great detail. They do mention having food and supplies ready for two weeks following the event, which of course is never a bad idea in the first place, this is still earth after all, we still get natural disasters, plus it might give you peace of mind knowing that you are taken care of.

However, I would like to add that I personally do not feel it is necessary, as I have come to understand that after the event takes place everyone will be in a blissed out state and we won’t even be thinking about food. But use your own discretion and decide for yourself.

This is a peaceful and positive change, there will not be riots in the streets, people will be very peaceful, and everyone will be taken care of. This has been greatly planned out in a way that will cause the least disruption to our infrastructure, and they do not expect any important systems (food, water, utilities) to be down for an extended period of time.


The best things to do leading up to this event is to eat high vibrational foods, (fruits and vegetables) drink lots of purified water, meditate daily, and be in a positive state of being. Again I would say to not be in fear as this will not be of any benefit to yourself. This is a very positive change for humanity!

If you feel divinely guided, please join us in global meditation on Sundays to help welcome in the waves of love/light. Group meditation has some profound results, and this is a very powerful thing to do at this time!

Here is the link to the group meditation site: Weekly Ascension Meditation
Also note that you can do it with the group or on your own, just realizing that as you meditate millions of people are also meditating from all corners of the world is extremely powerful and liberating.

The time is here and now. The greatest time in human history, and we are so blessed to be able to experience this grand event with front row seats. This is happening and its happening now, you can see signs of this everywhere you look! This is not a prediction for 5 years down the road, this is already well in full swing, and it’s truly exciting to watch it unfold! Embrace the winds of change and ride the waves this new energy is creating!

This will likely be my last blog post for awhile. I am personally trying to limit my computer usage, and am distancing myself from 3D Earth and am taking some time myself to do my own thing and rest and recharge before the event. I know that after the event I will likely be very busy because I will finally know what I am supposed to do, but like my higher self has been telling me, “be patient, it’s on its way, get ready…”

See you all on the other side!!

With Love and Light
Lindzay

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Should we plan out our lives?


“If you want to make God laugh,

tell him your plans… ”
-Woody Allen

 

I find myself always trying to plan out my life. My mind LOVES it. Every day it goes, “alright, this is what we are going to do today, and tomorrow we are going to do this, then next month well be doing this, and one year from now we will be here        ?     .”

And the problem with this is, I spend all this time incessantly planning out what I will be doing a few months from now, I will plan out this whole elaborate plan, and then it never happens. Ever. Then I can just see God laughing at me because of course God sees the big picture and knows exactly where I am going in life, and I do not.

But all I need to do is sit back, relax and enjoy the ride, knowing that it will be wonderful.

And even though I know this on a deeper level, my mind instead wants to plan out exactly where the ride will go, and in precisely the way that I want it to. Which is really quite absurd if you think about it. But I believe it is human nature to want to try to control our lives, plan them out, and then be surprised when our plans don’t go as planned.


For an example, I was supposed to be in Thailand right now, that was the plan I had been planning for a while, which was supposed to be during the months of February and March. I have always wanted to travel, its one of my biggest dreams, and everything was lining up well for me to go, but I did not buy a plane ticket until a few days before I left, just in case I changed my mind.

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AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED? I changed my mind… Not a big surprise there, I tend to change my mind more often than the weather. Which can be frustrating, to say the least. How am I supposed to progress in life if I cant make up my damn mind about something? Which has been a whole journey all on its own which I will write about later on: if you control your mind you control everything else.

So anyway, I decided maybe a few days before my trip to Asia that I wasn’t going to go after all… But it was still a lot of fun to plan it and look forward to the trip nonetheless.

I find the anticipation towards something can be just as good as actually going. I think its good to always have something to look forward to in life, even if it doesn’t turn out the way you have hoped. I think its okay to plan as long as you aren’t going to be devastated if your plans don’t work out the way you hope.

You see, I have been struggling over the past few weeks with this whole idea of not planning and it is a very hard concept to break away from. Our minds are always planning because our mind likes to know what is coming next. Since we cant see the future, our minds make something up to give us peace and to have an idea of where we are going.

It is actually very difficult to live life riding by the seat of your pants, allowing God to guide you, and trusting that everything will turn out wonderful. This is something I am working on, I am trying to not plan and control my own life, and I am just sitting back and allowing for whatever happens to happen. Its been a hard thing to do, but its also a lot easier to just allow what is, and not always trying to make things go the way I want.

I am realizing that there comes a time and a place for everything, and I am learning to trust and accept that, knowing that everything I desire and hope for in life will come to me at the perfect time.

I used to worry so much about meeting my life partner, trying to plan out exactly when and where I would meet him. Looking back this is absolutely crazy, but I did this, thinking to myself, “oh this weekend I am going to meet him, its bound to happen, I can feel it.”

I would amp myself up, get all in my head about it, imagine what he would say, and then what I would say, and I would create this entire scenario around the idea.

Then the weekend would come and go, and guess what? I didn’t meet him, and then I would feel sad and beat myself up for it… But that was actually absurd of me, to try to plan when and where I would meet my true love.

Through time, I am learning to just let God lead me, trusting that she knows what is the perfect timing for everything. She sees exactly what is coming, which I do not, and I must learn to trust that it will all be good. Having a child-like mind, and just being content with what is in each moment is by far the greatest way to live life. Something I have learned by studying the great masters of our time, they all taught the importance of the present moment.

Life is a lot easier when you allow God to lead too. You really don’t have to worry about anything except where you are right now in this moment. Tomorrow isn’t here yet, and yesterday is now in the past, all that matters is right here and now, and you are never alone without guidance in the eternal now. God is always with you guiding you along your journey, he never leaves you, not for even a single second.

I think this will be the theme for the month of March for me. To not try to plan out my life, and see where that leads me. I will still have small goals to work towards, but I am not going to say, “okay this month I expect XYZ to happen, and if it doesn’t, I will be sad.”

Whenever I find my mind starting to plan, I will remind it to come back to the present moment and focus on that instead. I am not going to be mad whenever I try planning as it is a very human thing to do, but just to not allow it to control my life as it has in the past. It is actually such a silly thing when we try to make plans for the future which hasn’t happened yet, because things can change in the blink of an eye, and if you have your heart set on any of your “plans” then you are going to be greatly disappointed, even if something better comes along, we still will feel upset that our other plans didn’t work out.

It’s about being carefree in the hands of God, and knowing that she knows what is best, and everything will turn out wonderfully well for you when you allow God to lead.

So should we plan out our lives? Well to that I would say yes and no. Try to just be happy in each moment because the eternal now is all that exists, you can imagine a positive future for yourself but don’t dwell there for very long, our minds cannot even begin to imagine currently the wonderful futures that’s in store for us. There is so much going on right now that will change the way we live life, and in this moment we can’t even imagine what the big picture is, but it’s truly beautiful and overflowing with the love of God.

“For I know the Plans I have for you, declares the Lord, Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.” -Jeremiah 29:11

So sit back, relax, know that you are cared for and loved, and let God do the rest.

Thank you for reading, and I hope this has helped you on your own journey in life!

Namaste dear ones,
with Love and Light
Lindzay

 

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My thoughts on reincarnation

What do you believe happens after death? No, I really want you to think about this because honestly few people have a solid belief. We generally never even think or talk about death, although it worries every one of us, and is a fear amongst many in life because we don’t really know what happens, and that is a mystery we will solve only when we die.

We don’t like talking about death for some reason… It is such a taboo topic, and even the most religious people among us don’t like talking about it. We end up living our whole lives without ever coming to terms with our inevitable death.

Instead, we come up with theories on what we think will happen. We create stories about heaven and hell. We believe when we die we go to God’s kingdom for some sort of judgment to see if we deem worthy enough to enter into heaven, and if we aren’t, we go to hell.

Another belief among some is that when you die, that’s it, game over. There is nothing waiting on the other side but darkness, but you are still conscious, and so you spend the rest of Eternity this way. Many people are afraid that when they die they will be locked in a dark room forever with nothing but their own irrational thoughts.

I dunno about you here, but neither of those beliefs really had me all that convinced. What’s the point of living a good life, and being a great person, if when I died that was it: game over? Life to me seemed far too marvelous for that to be the case. Sure I liked the idea of heaven, who wouldn’t? But then why was I on Earth now? Surely this couldn’t be the very first time I had lived, but with that specific belief, you get one life and that was it, then you would meet God and be judged on how well you did in this single lifetime.

However, I didn’t think that was right either, after all, I knew way too much for this to be my first and only time alive. I am what some would call an old soul, and this became clear to me at a young age when I was wise beyond my years. I just knew stuff that even the adults didn’t know, and I also knew that there was more to life than what I was being told, I was seeking for answers from a very young age.  I took it upon myself to figure out what I found truth in, and in doing so I formed a pretty solid belief in what I think happens after death.

During my searching I discovered reincarnation. Which is the belief that when you die, your soul cannot be destroyed, and will carry on in the cycle of birth and death over and over again until it has accomplished and learned everything it needs to, and then it will move on to a new world to learn a whole new set of lessons. Your soul is basically evolving, just like humanity is, and it takes many lifetimes in order to complete this cycle.

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The first time I heard about reincarnation, it was an AHA moment for me. I just knew that it was the truth, or at least it was true to my own soul. It just made the most sense, and it was the most positive outlook to have on life. This isn’t your one and only life, you come back multiple times, which would explain my constant wondering as to why some people were clearly more advanced than others.

Reincarnation was like a missing piece to the puzzle, and when I discovered it, everything else in my life started coming together. It became my mission to use this life to grow and evolve as much as possible knowing that when I died it wasn’t game over like so many had led me to believe.

Reincarnation is the most widely accepted belief in the world, with most its believers in the East. It is now becoming more accepted in the West, and I have a sneaking suspicion that science will one day prove it as true, after all, reincarnation now has numerous scientific studies on the topic, which suggests that our consciousness does not die with the body but stays for a while even when the body is pronounced dead, before leaving to somewhere else. (Where it goes after that is up for debate and I don’t think our human minds can fully understand this concept at this present time, afterall, life is a mystery.)

There are also children who seem to remember great details about their past life that they would not be able to recall unless it was true. Countless stories spread the internet of people (not only children) that remember accurate details about their previous lives, stating details such as names, addresses, what they did for a living and even how they died. One little boy told his parents he was murdered and he even brought them to his old house, his parents talked to the owners of the house who verified everything the little boy had said.

“Reincarnation is in fact paralleled by science. The first law of thermodynamics tells us energy cannot be created or destroyed.” 

Buddhism believes in reincarnation saying that a soul will come back time and time again until all lessons are learned and once enlightenment is achieved in the physical form, then the soul can finally exit the birth and death cycle and live in heaven (Nirvana).

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I would like to share with you now, some of my thoughts about reincarnation. These are all my own personal opinions on the subject, and I have no real proof that any of this is true, but this is just what I have discovered through my own journey, and it might lighten the path for you on your own journey through life. This belief in reincarnation certainly gave me hope.

  1. I truly do believe in reincarnation, and I have for a very long time now. No one would be able to change my mind on this one because it is such a firm belief that I consider it to be the absolute truth as to what happens when we take our final breath.
  2. I believe that when we die, we realize that life was just a play or a dream and that none of it mattered apart from the effect we had on other people. I believe that when you die, you do get a life in review and when you experience this, you also experience how you made everyone else feel that you encountered along your journey of life. This alone would be either very satisfying to someone who led a good life and helped out a lot of people, but it would be opposite to anyone who harmed others and lived a life of injustice. This includes mistreatment of animals and anything that is a conscious form of life for that matter.
  3. I believe that we get to choose our lives, based on the lessons we need to work on. I consider life is about learning/ experiencing and evolving where through time, we learn who and what we are through the countless experiences and lives here on Earth.
  4. However, I don’t believe we always come back to planet Earth. Have you ever looked up at the night sky and felt a sense of homesickness, even though you were already “home”? Well, I have… All my life I have been looking up at the stars wishing to go home, even though I have no idea where home is… I just felt out of place here on Earth, as I think a lot of human’s feel.
  5. With that being said, I don’t think Earth is the only planet we incarnate on, and there are millions and millions of other planets, all with different lessons to learn and experiences to have. On some planets, we are born with a full memory of who we are, (unlike Earth where we forget our origins) and we can live a lot longer on other planets than a human being on Earth would. (Although, human beings are designed to live a hell of a lot longer than the current lifespan, and that is due to the poisoning of our bodies with chemicals in our foods, and other toxins such as alcohol we willingly consume. Some of the great masters of Earth were said to live well past 1000 years old, just to give you an idea of how long human beings were made to last.
  6. I believe that we all decided to come to earth at this current time period. I believe we all came here with a mission, and that mission is for us to remember, however, we forget who we are and what we came here to do because when we incarnate on Earth, we suffer severe amnesia causing us to forget our past lives. (Planet Earth is said to be a very challenging planet to live on for this reason in particular) But our past lives don’t serve us, and it would likely just confuse us more if we were to remember them.
  7. I believe that if we all remembered who we were, the world would be a totally different place full of love, kindness, and joy. As I write this, people are waking up all over the world, and remembering again who they are. This means a great change is coming to Earth, humanity is remembering who they are and what they are capable of, they are also seeing what is wrong with the way the world is run, and these are the people who are going to change the planet.
  8. I believe that within the next 10 years, we will see massive changes to the way things on Earth are currently handled. I believe people are stepping up to the plate daily to change themselves, thus changing the world. We all have tremendous potential and you can do anything we want, but you must first choose yourself. Make your self-growth a priority, and watch how your life unfolds, and how many lives you change in the process.
  9. I believe when all of humanity wakes up to who they truly are, there will be a great shift on this planet. It has already begun, and things are starting to change. Great things are happening right now on planet Earth, and the next years will see tremendous change for our beautiful planet.

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So now, put aside your skepticism and try to keep an open mind, but what if reincarnation were in fact real? What if you had hundreds and hundreds of lives here on Earth and countless more lives on other planets, but depending on where you are at in your soul evolution, you may be coming back to earth many, many more times yet.

I want you to imagine for a moment, that you died, and when you died you were now a free-spirit, a soul that is no longer attached to your physical body free of all pain and limitations. You could have anything you desired in the blink of an eye, every thought you had instantly manifested. You could travel the galaxies, and transcend space and time with ease. You could go into the past, and revisit old memories, and you could go into the future and see what’s in store for you.

You always will have free will, and so you can decide at any point that you want to experience life again, because isn’t that what this is about anyways, experiencing all life has to offer? Usually, we cannot wait to return to Earth for another go, its a grand adventure coming here! So you choose/design another life to live and down to earth you go again to be born again as a baby and to live a brand new life as a brand new person. A life that you created for yourself before you came down to earth, whether you remember that or not when you arrive. But, yes you are the creator of your life whether you believe that or not.

Isn’t that a much more compelling theory compared to when you die you will be judged on all your faults and sent to a place for eternity to either suffer in pain and torture or to be pampered in the lap of luxury. I don’t know about you, but neither of those sounds overly fulfilling, especially the first one… Living in luxury would be a nice vacation, but to stay there for eternity wouldn’t seem very enjoyable to me, and I feel I would get bored fast.

Let’s imagine that you are dead again, you just died in an accident and are now looking at your mangled car from above. Do you think you will even consider your house, or the current state of your bank account, or the car you drove to work for all those years?

No. You won’t. You’ll be thinking about your family. Your kids, your parents, your wife or husband. You wont even care about yourself anymore, because you will finally realize that your life is eternal, and the ego doesn’t exist in the afterlife. So you will thank your body for being your vehicle on earth, and release it.

You don’t need your body anymore, now you can go anywhere you want, so imagine you are now flying up towards the heavens, flying as high and as fast as you wish. You are all knowing, and you remember who you are again. You remember all your past lives and relish in the memories. Time is endless.

You get to the end of Earth’s atmosphere, and you stare down at this big blue planet. You hear her crying in agony as she’s being destroyed by none other than humans themselves, and in a flash, you are reminded of all the things you did in your past life to help destroy her. All the mistreatment you unknowingly caused to Mother Earth, you will feel. Everything you choose to ignore when you were alive will be reminded to you, and you will feel all the pain you caused to every living being on earth.

You will know that in a short time, you will have to return to Earth for a new mission and that you will vow to help fix mother earth, and help the children of earth. You see the bigger picture, and you realize that life is not about you, it is about how you treat other living beings, it is about the effect you had on others.

What if this were the truth, and this was really what you experienced when you died? How would you change your actions now? Because this doesn’t have to happen, we still have time. We can change the planet, one effort at a time. It doesn’t matter, because even a small step in the right direction, is better than a step in the wrong direction, or no steps in any direction.

Some actions to improve your own life, and help the earth at the same time!

-Read more. Reading opens up a whole new world.
-Quit eating meat & dairy: Read My thoughts on Veganism
-Don’t drink so much alcohol as it impairs the mind
-Educate yourself on issues and topics that you feel interested in
-Excercise frequently because without health you cant do much
-Meditate daily because it will remind you who you really are
-Work on discovering yourself each day: Read The Journey to Self-Discovery
-Take an online class or learn a new skill
-Help others genuinely and kindly. The golden rule…


I hope you enjoyed reading about reincarnation, and while I am not sure still if this is the truth because well I haven’t died yet, I have built my entire life around believing that when I die, I will get to reincarnate and enjoy another exciting life with its many lessons and experiences. This belief has removed my fear of dying, which is inevitably something we are all fearful of, and removing that fear alone, removes the fear of almost everything else, which in turn allows you to live a life completely free from worry/ fear.

Suppose reincarnation was in fact completely true, what kind of Earth would you want to return to?

And what are you doing today to improve it and more importantly, what are you doing to improve yourself?

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My thoughts on Extra-terrestial’s

“Do you believe in aliens?” He asked.

“Yes, of course, I think you would have to be completely living in a bubble, or just completely ignorant to believe we are the only form of life in the entire universe,” I replied. 

My words seemed to upset him slightly, and I could tell that he held a different belief than I did. Or maybe he just wasn’t sure what he believed, but he seemed rattled by my sturdy belief in the unknown.

The thing is, and what I find most interesting, is that a lot of people when asked the question above, they don’t seem to have a solid belief. They simply do not know what they believe. Which always surprises me, because, for myself,  I want to know everything!!!

Life is such a fascinating mystery to me, and I find myself interested in all the hot topics, which of course includes the idea of aliens, or extraterrestrials, whatever you wish to call them! This part of life has always intrigued me so much starting as a child, I would constantly find myself looking up at the stars and wanting to go home, wherever “home” was… I felt like I didn’t belong here on Earth. That I was from somewhere else. I knew in my heart that there was more to life than what I was told. This was far too magical of a place in my eyes to be just a random occurrence, or whatever science tells us what reality is. I just always knew that there was more…

Now before I get into my thoughts about E.T’s, If you don’t believe in them that’s fine, that’s your belief. But please don’t sit there and arrogantly say that you don’t believe in aliens when you know damn well you haven’t actually done any of your own research on the subject, and you’ve just taken the opinions of others as your own. Please keep an open mind during this, it could open your awareness to something grander than you once thought life was.

I can honestly say that if you don’t believe in them yet, you would pretty quickly if you started doing some research on your own, the evidence is astounding and it’s available now to us, but that’s not why I am writing today… I am here to tell you about my thoughts on them. This is my own personal opinion about the existence of Extra-terrestrials, but don’t take every word I say as truth, this is your own personal journey that you must find your own truth on, don’t simply take someone else’s truth. Use your own inner knowing to tell you your truth.


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Yes, I do believe in aliens. Without a single doubt in my mind, I believe in their existence. I will even go one step further and say that they are here, and have been here on Earth for a very long time. The majority of them are here to help us, they are kind and benevolent beings, but there are certain species that are here to control us and have been succeeding for many years now, which is why we experience so much fear and suffering, poverty, and disease on Planet Earth.

But worry not, for those days are short-lived.

We (as humanity) are starting to wake up to realize what is going on here, and we will not put up with it for much longer. Day by day, we are starting to wake up and realize, “hey, something isn’t right here… ?”

Daily more and more people are having what I call “spiritual awakenings”, and they are remembering who they are, and why they are here. They are asking for guidance through this confusing time, and guess who is there to help them?

Ah yes, the beings we have dubbed as “Aliens”, have been here helping guide humanity for centuries now, we just haven’t been aware enough to realize this. They are also much, much more advanced and civilized than we are, so they know that showing themselves to us is not a good idea, because we as a species haven’t been ready for that sort of revelation.

At least until now…

Like I said earlier, humanity is waking up, and we are beginning to remember who we are. It won’t be long before the first contact is made between the extra-terrestrials and us, and it will be undeniable to the masses. No one will hold non-belief anymore because we will be given undeniable proof.

From there, they will help us advance in ways we can’t even imagine currently. Our technology will skyrocket, free energy for all, free living for all, no more poverty, no more starvation, no more suffering… We will be the magnificent creators we were born to be, not the current way we think of ourselves which is the poor helpless human.

Life will be wonderful and how it was intended for us all along! 

This is what is in store for humanity. We have already chosen a collective agreement to take the path of light. We have walked through the darkness for thousands of years now, and we have finally discovered the light again, and it is incredible!!

People often ask me why I believe in aliens, despite there being sufficient “proof.” 

Well, to that I say there is proof, irrefutable proof can be found on the existence of aliens if you just spend some time doing research… Which I have been doing now for about 5 years, if not longer, because like I said, this is all so very fascinating to me, and I really do want to discover all I can about it.

There is no REAL proof of God either, except for the countless of witness accounts for their having visions of God, or talking with God, but no one has ever really “seen” God, other than the people we claim are “crazy” because there is no definite proof of God’s existence either, and still the majority of people on Earth do believe in God, the creator, or some form of higher power…

And so of course, the same thing can be said for aliens, there is no REAL proof that aliens exist, other than the countless of people who have all claimed to be in contact with, or have seen one for themselves, or even some will say they were abducted. We usually dismiss these people as “bat-shit crazy” when in all actuality, they really are saner than most people around them because they see through the illusions of reality, they are open to the unknown, and trust in the universe. They are “out of their minds” quite literally, and live through the heart with total love and understanding.

Although over the ages, these people that talk about aliens existing have been hushed and bribed with money or death to keep quiet and not share their experience. This has been the biggest coverup in human history, and they have done a pretty darn good job at covering it up and convincing the masses that aliens don’t exist…

This is the biggest coverup in human history! We have been lied to for centuries now… 

UFO sightings have all been kept secret from us for many years now, the media isn’t allowed to talk about it, the military personnel is sworn to secrecy being threatened with death or worse in order to keep them quiet. There is so much going on being the scenes that we don’t know about. The existence of aliens is only one thing that we have been lied to about, but more on that some other time…

The person who claims to have been abducted by aliens is labeled insane, and gets locked away in the mental hospital. Merely talking about aliens have caused an uproar of panic and distress amongst many. Humans are scared of the unknown, this we all must realize so we can remove that fear and learn to embrace the unknown.

It’s a taboo topic to talk about, we can’t seem to grasp the concept that there is so much more unseen than seen. We think seeing is believing, but there must be more to life than that. I honestly think its scarier to think that we are all alone in this big universe, to me that is terrifying. We would be quite simply doomed. But no, that’s not what I believe, I believe we are not alone, and that the universe is teeming with intelligent life, and I believe that many intelligent beings are here now to help us evolve.

We are aliens too! I believe that we came to Earth a very long time ago as explorers or “wayfinders” who navigated the stars to find planet Earth and started a life here for whatever reason. We really are just starting to scratch the surface for where we came from, how humanity all began, what the point of it all is. There are many secrets that will be revealed over the next coming years!

It is truly an amazing time to be alive! There is also about to be a wonderful shift for humanity, which is going to change our lives forever! The mass awakening is now in full swing, and it’s almost complete.

Which is why I love having these sorts of conversation with people, I love to see where they are at on their journey in life, my favorite question to ask people is whether or not they believe in aliens because it is a question I think we have all at some point wondered.

If you aren’t very interested in the mysteries of life, that is fine, but I often just wonder how can all this not be interesting to you!? There are so many cool things that are going on right now that I think everyone needs to be aware of, (which is so much more exciting than what Justin Beiber got up to over the weekend) and one of these things is obviously the existence of Extra-terrestrials and the awakening of humanity. Both of which make fascinating google searches.

For me, this whole topic of life on other planets is exciting beyond imagination!!
It basically tells us that no we aren’t alone like we thought, and there are unlimited possibilities out there to experience. Who knows, I wouldn’t be surprised in my lifetime if I got to ride on a spaceship to another planet and visit a different planet and a whole new species of life.

The universe is absolutely crawling with Life, we are just not aware of it… Yet. 

I really do think there is so much we don’t know yet, but humans have big egos and we like to think that we are the most evolved race in the universe, and we are ignorant to this fact and we think we know everything, which is simply just not the case. We might know maybe 1/100th of all the information and knowledge that is out there, and even I think that is an overestimation, maybe try 1/1000th.

We, after all, are a very young species., We are basically the toddlers of the universe. Everyone, (I mean the other species of the universe) everyone is watching earth right now, we are basically the greatest show in the universe, which is why UFO sightings have increased over recent years. Humanity is evolving, we are growing up sort of thing, from the children of the playground to the magnificent grown up beings we were intended to be!

The Extra-terrestrials are here now observing us, guiding us, and waiting for the day when they make initial contact with us, and it won’t be them going to the US government and hoping to make peace. I am sure it will be much more intelligent than that. They have highly evolved, after all, they aren’t just going to present themselves in a way in which we won’t accept and start shooting missiles at them. Although, we have done this already… Like I said, there’s a lot we don’t know about.

They will make contact in a way that everyone will be witness to it. I assume it will be in the skies, and we won’t be able to blame it on anything else but what it is. It will be undeniable proof to even the most skeptical among us. The day they make contact will change the way we live for the rest of our lives. It will start off as an ordinary day, but end completely different than when we awoke.

They are already sending us messages through the internet. Some of the alien species here to help humanity evolve have messages to share with the game-changers of Earth.

A simple google or YouTube search regarding this subject matter will entail many theories about extra-terrestrial life. This is just my personal theory, but I highly recommend you go and find your own truth, don’t just merely take what I believe as your own truth. We all have in us our own discernment to decide what is true for us individually, and I share my beliefs with you because I have a very strong foundation of truth. I no longer worry what people will think of me, as I know who I am, and what I have come here to do.

It would be easy to see the world as this negative, cruel and terrible place. With all the pain and suffering that takes place here. But I am here to calm your anxieties, for the future will be brighter than it has ever been in the past. We are entering into the golden age of time, which is why the E.T’s are here to help us ascend to the highly evolved beings that we are supposed to be.

When we become highly evolved, which is already happening on a grand scale, we will stop fighting each other, and instead, open our arms to our fellow brothers and sisters in love and understanding. The different religions or races upon Earth will no longer be a dividing factor, we will live in peace and harmony with one and other as we know that we are all one, and together we will create a magnificent new world!

Part 2 will be coming… Stay tuned.

With love and light
Lindzay

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How thoughts create your reality!

I am going to start this post off by saying I am not a scientific person. I don’t understand mathematical or scientific equations, and while there is a whole scientific explanation for this, I am not going to get into that here. If you are interested you can continue your research after reading this post. But I am going to explain this as simple as I can so that anyone can start using these ideas to create a better life.

Thoughts create things.

Your thoughts create your reality, you are more powerful than you know or realize…
All that we are is a result of our thoughts. We as humanity has been led astray for centuries now from this powerful information, and I feel inspired to write about it.

Its what has been called the law of attraction, and it works, whether you believe in it or not. It’s like the force of gravity, it’s working whether you understand it or not, it never stops working, and it brings you the current life you live, you created your life right now using thoughts, words, and actions. Most often we create unconsciously, but once we start to understand this concept, and start applying it to our lives, there is no telling what you can create!

Have you ever had the experience, maybe as a younger child when our belief in magic, wonder, and awe was still very prevalent when you had a previous thought that had come to reality for you? For me it happened often, I would desire a new toy, and without any idea of how I would ever get it, I somehow managed to bring it into my life.

I had this mindblowing experience too as a child when I really wanted to go to Disneyland, but my mom could never afford such a trip but I believed  I would go anyway, and guess what happened? My Aunt won a trip to Disneyland and took me with her! I remember thinking that something magical (that I didn’t understand) was at work, there was just too much crazy stuff that happened in my childhood that made my belief strong.

Then when I was 16 the movie the secret came out, which is of course what I am talking about here! I remember watching it and for the first time in my life hearing that this was a real thing, I was over the moon with excitement because I knew it would lead me to live a very rich and fulfilling life!

But then why is my life such a mess? I had good thoughts, and I had a good understanding of this law of attraction! Why haven’t I created everything I wanted yet? Wheres my million dollars, and beach home and world travel?

No, I have none of that, yet. Because unfortunately as humans tend to do, I thought I knew everything. But from what I discovered is that it goes much deeper than asking for something and thinking positive about it until it manifests. There are a few more steps than that.

IF you want to say attract 1 million dollars into your life, and you say I really want to have 1 million dollars, and then you carry on doing exactly the same that you’ve always done. It’s unlikely going to bring you that million dollars because you haven’t done anything to show that you believe that the million dollars is on its way. So guess what happens? Nothing… Nothing happens because you failed to believe.

There are three relatively easy steps to this process, understanding them is one thing, but applying them to your life is a whole new ball game. I struggled for years to understand how it worked, and I realized that it was my lack of belief in obtaining what I was asking for that was missing. The universe didn’t forget about me or screw up, it was simply waiting for my belief to align with what I wanted to create. Everything happens in the right timing, which can be a hard process to understand if you are new to this game.

Step 1. Ask

Asking is the easy part. We just have to ask the universe for something with intention. For example, I can say I would like to lose weight, but I am not going to lose weight by eating a bag of chips on the couch. I do have to still put some action there. Now if I say I want to lose weight, and I will eat healthily and go to the gym. NOW the universe has something to work with. You ask for something and then take steps towards obtaining it. If you want to make a million dollars do SOMETHING, anything that will promote you being a millionaire. Maybe you take a finance class so you know how to manage that sum of money when you receive it, or maybe you start looking into ways online to make money. This is the year that is said to produce the highest amount of millionaires in history, it’s not as much of a pie in the sky thing we once thought it to be. We are entering the age of abundance for all!

Step 2. Believe

The second step is believing, which in my honest opinion is the hardest part. We truly must believe that we will receive that million dollars, or that we can indeed lose weight. I struggled with this one for years, not realizing that I didn’t actually believe I could lose weight and I would be chubby forever, so I never actually did lose much weight despite going to the gym daily and eating healthy. It was a very frustrating time for me, until one day a couple months ago, I decided that instead of busting my ass at the gym and eating like a rabbit, I should work on my mindset and my beliefs around losing weight. It turned out to be the missing key to the puzzle, and the weight started to fall off magically without going to the gym or watching what I ate. It was honestly a miracle seeing the pounds disappear day by day!

Step 3: Recieve

This one sounds silly, but honestly, we must be opened to receiving. If you struggle to accept a compliment from someone because you feel unworthy, or unlovable. Then how are you going to expect to receive all the glorious blessings the universe has in store for you? I had always thought I was opened to receiving, but then when I really dove deep into my own self, I realized that there was a lot holding me back from allowing things into my life. Specifically, love, how on earth was I supposed to accept love from someone if I hadn’t even learned to love myself yet? Which of course launched me on a journey of self-love, which has made all the difference in my life. I no longer feel the need to lose weight in order to be loveable, and now that I don’t focus on losing weight, it’s falling off.


The universe is waiting to give you the blessings you desire. It’s a journey I recommend anyone to go on because it’s phenomenal. Believe in the universe and the good things will begin to flow. If you think the universe is out to get you, and everything goes wrong to you, then guess what? Everything will go wrong, and I likely don’t have to convince you that is true… Your own life reflection is proof enough that this is true. There are some things that happen in which we just can’t explain.

Take note though that if it is money you are after, it won’t make you happy. You think it will because we are happy when we have a lot of money, but it’s not a lasting feeling. It comes and goes, and you are left with the same state of mind as you had before. Happiness is a state of mind, and you can be as happy as you allow yourself to be, even right here you can choose to be happy.

Showing gratitude for everything in my life has been a solid happiness increaser over the years. I realize I don’t need anyone or anything to be happy. Sure there are always things that will bring me immense moments of happiness, like going on a trip, or meeting someone new, or get a big sum of money. But they don’t define my happiness.

Our thoughts really do create our realities. I find it almost crazy because where I am now in my life I imagined a few years ago, and here I am exactly where I need to be in order to go onto the next stage of my life.

It does require patience though. Not everything will immediately appear in your life, and nor would you want it too… If you woke up tomorrow with everything you ever wanted, but no idea of how it came about, then it’s not as fulfilling. It’s much more fun to have it slowly unfold like a wonderful masterpiece overtime.

Take your time and use the power of your mind/ thoughts carefully, where do you want to be 1 year from now, what about 5 years from now? Let’s start thinking big picture here and stop living for the weekend. Your life can be a wonderful adventure, or you can regret it. It’s really about how you choose to live in each moment of time that will determine how your life unfolds. All voices have the power to speak creation into existence.

“All that we are, is a result of what we have thought.” -Buddha

With Love and Light
Lindzay


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My Spiritual Journey

“In a wide variety of traditions, a Spiritual Journey is seen as a path toward one or more of the following: a higher state of awareness, the perfection of one’s own being, wisdom, or communion with God or with creation.” 


I thought I would write about my spiritual awakening(s) I have had over time… Something I reflect back on frequently but I haven’t really written about it before, probably because I had no idea where to start… But I find writing to be my greatest tool for self-reflection, and I think this is something I need to reflect over!

I believe that my spiritual journey started naturally when I was born, I was constantly being influenced by people around me. I grew up in a Catholic home, went to church and even attended a Catholic school my entire schooling years. So I do have a background in the Catholic religion, I have even completed the first three sacraments.

I just felt like religion seemed weird to me, all the traditions, ceremonies and rituals. But at that time in my life, it was the only thing I knew, and they did still speak a lot of truth, but there was something that was missing in it for me…

When I was seven I had my first big spiritual awakening experience when I witnessed my grandma pass away in front of me. My whole self-changed in an instant. Time stood still, and I was completely aware and in the present moment, nothing else mattered…
I lost my sense of self that tragic evening, it was my first real experience of death, but I had a deep inner knowing that it wasn’t the end, I would see her again one day, and she would always be with me in my heart.

Read about My experience losing someone close

I was seven years old the night my grandma and best friend passed away. It was my first real experience with death, and I understood it very well for my age. I knew she was gone and I would never see her again. I suddenly realize that I was a mortal being and that my life had an eventual ending point. You lose some of your childlike wonders when you first come to terms with death as a child, you realize that your life is limited, and you don’t have all the time in the world to accomplish things. You stop taking things for granted, people especially, when you know they don’t have forever.

It was a very long, cold and snowy night, but I wasn’t alone, I felt I was being comforted by who I have come to know as God, who came to my aid that night and assured me everything would be okay, time heals all wounds and that I would learn a great deal from this experience. I felt his presence and felt calmness and peace.

After a while of crying,  my tears had healed me and I felt a sense of peace. I had quit crying completely and felt strength and courage like I had never felt before, so I went on that night to comfort my family members, and to take care of my own mom who has just lost her’s whose heart was painfully broken. I was a very empathic and compassionate child… All I was thinking that night was, “yes this is really hard right now, but you’ll get through this experience, and you will be stronger because of it.”

I even had the thought that one day this would all make more sense, and I would even write about this experience. But at 7 years old, I definitely wasn’t a writer yet. But now I understand what that meant, it just took many years to figure that out, but all the pieces are falling into place over time…

That night was the first night I realized that I was eternal. Even though death would take our physical bodies, the soul would live on forever. I still felt my grandmothers presence, she was still around, I just couldn’t see her anymore. This understanding at such a young age I carried with me throughout my life, it changed me in profound ways. I no longer feared death. I didn’t want to die yet, but I wasn’t scared of it happening because I knew that something would come next, it wasn’t the “end.” Like so many have to come to believe…

My family was concerned about my well being, wondering if they should send me to therapy for going through such a traumatic experience. I always said I was fine, it was something I knew I needed to go through on my own, my soul had planned this for its own soul growth. But I was fine, and I also knew that death was a part of life and it was all necessary, no matter how terrible and heartbreaking it is. It certainly made me appreciate everyone a lot more knowing that my time with them was limited.

I realized through that experience that change is inevitable, nothing stays the same forever and that it’s through the hard times that we grow the most. I have come to see experience as one of life’s greatest teachers now, and when I do have a bad experience, I see it as an even better learning opportunity for my self to grow from.

Following that night, I began to “wake up” slowly over time to who I was, and what I was doing here on this planet called Earth. I had a profound sense of self while growing up, something I realized that most people around me didn’t… I talked to myself a lot, which sounds crazy, but I always got an answer to all my questions. It’s like children with imaginary friends, the voice inside became my best friend, and because I was alone a great deal growing up, we would talk pretty much all the time.

It was a wise voice, and had all the answers to all the questions I had.

I felt somewhat special, or different than the rest of the people around me. I clearly knew something that few others seemed to realize, and I could tell this simply by observation. It was like having a deep awareness of your self, not the self you think you are, but the deeper self. The observer of life. The unbiased, nonjudgemental part of you that is experiencing the life you are living. The eternal, all-knowing and timeless soul inside each and every one of us. But try understanding that one when you are 10 years old and the internet doesn’t exist yet… I certainly thought I was crazy.

I grew up always watching, and observing, coming up with my own understanding of things, and trying to figure out the nature of life. I was thinking the big questions in life from a young age, who am I? Why am I here? What is the meaning of all this? What does being alive mean?

I knew instinctively that the way most people lived life was entirely wrong, completely backwards if anything. There had to be more to life than what I was being told, and what I could see… This place was far too wonderful of an experience for us to be here to work for 40 years to pay the bills and then hope you have enough money to last you through retirement… It just felt that we were doing it all wrong, like something important was missing from the framework of society.

After growing up way too quickly, I was extremely mature for my age. At 10 years old I remember thinking to myself, I am no longer a child, I am past that stage, I’ve seen too much, I am basically an adult now. But I was okay with that, I wanted to grow up, I wanted the freedom the adults had, I’ve always been a free spirit, and I couldn’t wait until I was old enough to make my own decisions.

Some would call me an old soul, or wise beyond my years, and to be honest, I was, or I am. Still to this day I find myself thinking like an old wise man, not a 26-year-old female millennial. I should be out partying and seeing what Kim Kardashian is up to, but no. Instead, I am meditating, and reading about the origins of humanity, Who we really are, and where we are going, writing about my journey, and traveling as often as I can. I am contemplative and curious, I always want to know more about life, existence and who I am. Which is why I ask these questions to myself so frequently… Its the only thing that has really intrigued me in life, figuring out the meaning of life is fascinating to me.

“Let your mind start a journey thru a strange new world.
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before.
Let your soul take you where you long to be…
Close your eyes let your spirit start to soar,
and you’ll live as you’ve never lived before.” 

~  Erich Fromm.


I always knew that something big would happen in my lifetime. I didn’t know what it was going to be when I was younger, but now I know that its the awakening of humanity that is happening, and what a truly wonderful time to be alive indeed!

Currently, we are all experiencing spiritual awakenings all over the earth, and it can be a confusing time for many because what will happen is age-old beliefs will be destroyed, leaving us feeling confused and lost in a sea of information. We are basically getting upgrades, like the way a computer would, and we are evolving to a higher state of consciousness.

Having a spiritual awakening can be a time of confusion for many, and many have also been told they are crazy for some of the stuff they come to realize after a spiritual awakening. But if you have lived your entire life believing that you are just a helpless human and youre nothing special, insignificant and unworthy of love, joy and peace. And then you have a spiritual awakening and you realize that you are just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much more than you once thought you were, it can be a pretty overwhelming experience.

But its nothing we cant handle, even at times you want to lock yourself in your room and never come out. Which I experience on a frequent basis…

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The awakening has already begun and has been taking place already for many years, but now it is getting stronger and faster. Earth is now being bombarded by light energy, and people all around the world are waking up to what is true.

I used to experience an awakening like once a year, and then it was every month, and now it seems like every week, or even daily sometimes. They come in waves I guess. They can be a little overwhelming, especially if you don’t understand what is happening. Sometimes I will feel like I cant keep up with what I am realizing, and then other times it feels like I haven’t had one in ages, and I actually want one to come.

When I talk about these awakenings I mean, I am experiencing these A-ha moments or sudden realizations about reality. Such an example could be, the realization of who you are, or when you get a tiny glimpse of the big picture. We realize a new truth about ourselves that implies, there is no going back to what you previously thought. Your old beliefs are stripped down and you fight to stay afloat. It’s like your entire world falls apart in a matter of seconds so that you can start building on what new information you have discovered, and the new information you will start to understand will blow your old beliefs about reality OUT OF THE PARK! The truth is a phenomenal discovery about who it is we truly are, we are magnificent beings with limitless potential who have been lied to for thousands of years about our origins.

We won’t understand a lot of it when it is happening, but somehow through time, it sorts itself out and all make sense one day. We just have a very very limited perspective as to whats going on here, imagine seeing reality through a tiny pinhole in a piece of cardboard. That is basically how we as humans experience it… So it’s very limited, there’s a lot going on that we don’t understand, see, or experience.

Einstein said it perfectly when he said:
“There is more to heaven and Earth Horatio than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”


When I was 7 and had that spiritual awakening, I didn’t in that moment know that’s what it was, I had no idea what was happening!! I actually thought I was going crazy. But whatever it was, it had shaken me to the core of my being. Nothing could ever change that experience for me, it was mine to learn and grow from. I have gone back in my mind to that night many, many times. I’ve written about it many, many times. And I’ve never stopped learning something new from it.

That night when I witnessed my grandma die, I realized I was an eternal being, and death just meant I move on to something else, I would never “cease to exist completely” and that gave a spark to the fire in me that wanted to grow as wild as it could.

I became a free spirit, who knew I was immortal. This current life was just one out of thousands I would get to experience. I knew I lived before this life also, even though I couldn’t remember it, and although I didn’t learn about reincarnation until I was much older, I believed in it fully.

If life was, in fact, eternal, that meant that I wanted to learn as much as I could about life. I never interested myself in the subjects learned at school because I never cared much for them, I cared mostly for just following my heart and learning about things that were of interest to me in each present moment. Some days I will spend the entire day looking into the existence of aliens for example because that is a subject I find fascinating! Who are we to say that we are the only intelligent life in the entire universe made up of billions, and billions of other galaxies?

I never enjoyed being forced to learn a specific subject. Plus from a young age on I knew there was something wrong with the school system, and I had a bigger dream than what we were told, aka, go to school, get a degree, get a job, find a partner, get married, by a house, have a baby… You get the point. But I had a much bigger dream than the typical “American Dream” so  I chose not to take the post-secondary route and instead took the real-life experience as my path.

You know how in the game of life you can choose to either go to university and start out life 40k in debt? Or you can choose to go the other way and instead start working and making money right away… Well I played that game when I was a kid, and I never choose school back then either, I always, and I mean always went straight to work. Which I actually reflected on that as to why I was never going to school, even in a hypothetical game, and so I wanted to know why I was so against going to school…

But I just saw right through the illusion of it…

 “Yeah let’s start all our young people off thousands of dollars in debt at the very start of their life so that they have to work a job their entire lives and will never discover the creative spirit inside of them because they won’t have any free time to discover who they truly are. Oh and also, lets encourage drinking so they literally destroy their most valuable asset, being their minds while they are at it because we will make them live for the weekends and go out and spend all their hard earned money on alcohol or more material stuff just to fill the void with… But first they will spend the first 18 years in the education system that is designed to keep them under control, so we don’t have anyone disobeying us.”

After all, isnt that what school does? Train our children to obey the system, and lose their most powerful ability, their imagination… But don’t worry, that’s going to be changing soon too, there are great people out there already fighting for a different education system because our current one is just not working…

And so anyway, of course when I finished high school in real life, I went right to work, ready to make a life for myself. I was excited and hopeful, ready to make some money, buy some stuff, travel the world, and do all these awesome things. Create a stellar reality for myself.

But then, of course, real life had to get in the way of my plans, when the force of nature took my mom from my life when I was 20 years old.

It was a very dark period of time for me. I won’t sugar coat it, I was angry, and I couldn’t see how this truly loving God would do such a thing to me when I had already experienced so much tragedy in my life? I knew deep down that everything does happen for a reason, but that light in me was growing fainter by the day.

I went spiraling out of control, and admittedly, I turned my back on God in an angry attempt to take life into my own hands, since he clearly didn’t care for me anyway… Some loving God I thought, taking my mother from me, what had I done to deserve this?

My mom had been my best friend growing up, my biggest fear as a child was losing my mother, something that caused me extreme anxiety… And despite my best efforts at 12 years old when I tried to persuade her to quit smoking and start living a healthier lifestyle, or else she wouldn’t see my wedding day.

My efforts proved futile.

She never did quit smoking, and her life was ended at the age of 56 from Heart disease, which doesn’t surprise me one bit when I look at the way she lived. But at the time when she died, I just didn’t see a point to living anymore, despite my understanding of the law of attraction, my life was still falling apart and crumbling beneath me. I was in a pretty deep and dark pit, and it wasn’t very nice.

I call these days, my dark days. I didn’t do really anything other than sleep, eat, and play video games. I worked maybe 1-2 days (12 hours total) a week earning me just enough money to pay my bills, and buy food. I gained about 30 pounds during this period of time, which I have now lost completely, and am back to a normal weight, but it certainly wasn’t easy.

I hated myself so much during these times. When I looked in the mirror I saw an enemy looking back at me, not my best friend. It was a horrendous time period, but one that I had to go through no doubt. It changed me, and helped me grow into the person I am today, but of course, I couldn’t see this at the time. I had no hope for the future, I was extremely depressed, I didnt see a point in continuing.

Read about: My experience dealing with depression

There was a night, it was sometime in December 2012, Ironically enough… When I had this experience where I thought about killing myself, and I was trying to come up with the easiest and least painful way to end it all. What was the point anyways? Life wasn’t this magical thing I had thought as a child, life was depressing, painful, and full of fear and suffering, why would I want to continue living if I was just going to die? The darkness had taken over so much, there was no more light so that I had forgotten completely who I was, and it had me convinced that I was worthless.

As these thoughts raced through my head, and I decided that taking a bunch of pills and going to sleep was the best way to end my life, I was greeted by the voice I had turned my back on… God had come to the rescue! But I have to tell you that at the time, I didn’t know it was God, I came to that realization 4 years later, but for storytelling purposes… Let me continue.

As I sat there weeping on the floor of my living room, tears streaming down my face, it came to me as a moment of pure awareness that I will never forget because it changed my life completely…

He said, “Do you really want your mom’s life to be for nothing? Or do you want to rise up from this, and be the person you were meant to become?”

I didn’t know what to respond, like sure I always knew I was here for some bigger purpose, but I was 22 now, and I truly thought that my life was over, so what was I supposed to do? I also really couldn’t stand the person I had become, let alone believe in myself to make some impact on the world that I had also grown to hate. When I looked at the mess the world was in, I hated what I saw. So much hatred, greed, and fear taunted my thoughts. I didn’t see the love at all anymore because the darkness had taken over my life so well. I really didn’t want to live in such an awful world…

But then at the same time, I thought about my mom, and all the sacrifices she had made raising me as a single mother, raising me in such a phenomenal way that people would often comment on the great job she did raising me. She did so much for me, working her ass off to put food on the table, she sacrificed so damn much to raise me, and I certainly couldn’t just give up. No that was not happening, but how was I supposed to move on from this? I was broken and I couldn’t see a way to be put back together…

I was full of fear and doubt, terrified for what the future would bring… 

Before I could answer the question, in my mind’s eye I was directly shown two visions, the first one was a version of me if I stayed on the path I was on… I was about 40 years old, I was a fat, obese even, depressed crazy cat lady, living all alone filled with fear, sadness, and full of regrets for not living the life that I knew was possible. That was if I continued on the path I was currently on without God and his guidance by my side.

The dark path. What a bummer… I thought.

Then the second vision followed immediately after, and it was me at 30 years old, or maybe I was 40 but I certainly didn’t look it. I was happy and full of light, love, and positivity. I had many friends all over the world, I was an avid world traveler, bookworm, and seeker of truth. I was also in true love with someone, and genuinely happy. My life looked absolutely magical!

This was the life I would one day have if I choose to walk with God again, and allow him back into my life.

That night I made the decision that I would choose the second vision, no matter what it meant, I would start working to create a better self, and a better life. The two visions are what inspired me. I knew I couldn’t continue living the way I had been out of fear of becoming that depressing version of myself. I knew I needed to make a change, and I believed in myself enough to slowly start walking down the path.

“To get through the hardest journey we need take only one step at a time, but we must keep on stepping”

~  Chinese Proverbs 

I did not have these realizations right away, I didn’t know what was happening, but that night I subconsciously choose to walk with God, but it wasn’t like we were instantly best buddies again. We slowly, and I mean very slowly started a relationship together.
I needed to learn to trust again because I had been so hurt in the past already. There was a lot of work I needed to do during that time, and it was like I was standing at the base of the mountain looking up wondering how on Earth I will climb that. I could envision myself at the top thanks to our wonderful mind, but I had no damn clue how I would get up there.

What I didn’t realize at the time though, was that I didn’t need to know how I would get up the mountain, I just needed to take the first step, and God would lead me up it. We don’t need to know how we are going to do something, we just need to trust that it will all unfold as it needs to.

I was a proud atheist at the time. Proud of not believing in anything. I had lost all faith in God, universe, source, energy, whatever you want to call it. So I just followed what science was saying which was we were a rare occurrence on this rock ball floating through space, and there was no grand meaning behind it all. There was no purpose or meaning to life. Little did I know that God was there that whole time, though he wasn’t obvious about it, he gave me the space and time I needed, as his plan slowly revealed itself to me.


I will fast forward three years because nothing huge happened in regards to my spiritual journey, I was focused on personal development but not the spiritual side of things yet…

So in the year 2015, I had finally started to get my life on track, things were looking good again, I was at a healthy weight after spending the last few years busting my ass at the gym, I was starting to travel finally after it being my lifelong dream,  I had just got back from living in Vancouver during summer 2015. I was extremely obsessed with personal development during this time period, which is when I found the Amway business. (I still need to write about this experience too I just realized!)

That was another way in which God worked his magic through me because I specifically remember that when I joined the Amway business I said: “oh yeah this is good and all, but I am not having any FAITH whatsoever.” I was very stubborn and proud to not be like all those seemingly “crazy” religious people. Oh, boy was I ever naive, we all do think we are right though.

This was only back in January 2016 that I said that! But then I started reading books again, I had always loved reading, but I had seemed to forget about it over the years. So over the period of about 6 months, through the powerful force of reading, I started to allow the idea of God and faith back into my life because I was seeing him from a different perspective now.

He was extremely patient with me and I slowly began to open myself up to him. Over 4 years after the night that I had those two visions I finally consciously decided that I wanted God back in my life. Oh, how little did I know at the time that he had been working his magic out already for many years! His plan is so much grander than I could ever imagine, and that’s what I have realized when I start to connect everything in my past together.

I was no longer seeing him as this outside being that was playing with the strings my life, but I started to see him as inside myself co-creating my life WITH me, whether I knew this or not. Our thoughts create our realities. God was my intuition, that voice inside that I talked to a lot when I was younger whom I considered my best friend, and still do but, I didn’t know that THAT voice was God. This I realized a couple years ago, and it blew my mind when I did! It was like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh I GET IT NOW.

From that moment on, I suddenly got it. I was an essence of God, I was God. I am God. I am the creator of my reality, I am unlimited potential, I can be, do or have anything I want. It was the biggest awakening I think I have ever had. The day I realized that we are all God, we are all here to remember, experience and enjoy the wonders of life and that is why God created us. We are all sons and daughters of God, and when Jesus said, “What I can do you can do too,” he truly meant it, he knew who we actually were even though we don’t.

But from that moment of pure clarity, everything changed for me. I became OBSESSED with spirituality, I went from being proud to not have any beliefs or faith. Arrogantly stating I was an atheist, to suddenly and seemingly overnight, believing with full conviction in God, as well as believing in myself.

I remember when I first started to tell my friends, and they thought I was joking at first, but when I stood true ground, they realized I was far from joking. I have been very strong willed since I was a young child, my aunt told me I had a very strong mind even at 2 years old. I hold conviction in what I believe in, and no one can tell me otherwise, I am not someone you want to get into an argument with, especially if its something I feel strongly about, I am pretty strong-willed when it comes to my faith.

I read everything I could find on the subject, and still I am completely mesmerized by this whole new world I have discovered inside myself, the unseen and spiritual side of things. It seems that the more I feel I learn, the more I realize how much there is that I don’t know yet.

Read about: The Journey to Self-Discovery

The deeper I fall into my own self, the deeper and deeper it goes. I don’t think there will ever be a time when I can honestly say, “yes I know and understand everything that there is to know” That is just a completely false statement and anyone who claims they know everything are fooling themselves.

I am slowly falling through the veils of reality, and it has been a wild ride. There are illusions everywhere we turn on planet earth, and I don’t doubt that in time all these illusions will disappear leaving us with how reality was intended to be. God has a magnificent plan and he is here now. Daily more and more people are opening up to the possibility of something more, there are no coincidences, everything happens all for a reason.

My suspicions as a child were accurate when I thought that there was something severely wrong with the world, but we are now waking up to this on a global scale, and that will cause us to dramatically change. It is already underway on a global measure, countless of people every day are having these spiritual experiences just like I have. I believe all of humanity will eventually wake up in the same way many others have, and we simply won’t choose to live in fear anymore. The light always overcomes the darkness, and it is always darkest right before the dawn.

Peace on earth is coming in the near future. We will live to see a brighter day! Faith in humanity will be fully restored, and we will once again be who we were created to be, full of unlimited creative power! 

Continue reading… My spiritual journey: Part 2 – In progress now!

With Love and Light
~Lindzay

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