Welcome to the Adventures of Lindzay!

Welcome to the Adventures of Lindzay!

April 2nd, 2017

Well, here I am world! I have finally gotten over my fear of writing a blog and being vulnerable enough to open up and share some of my experiences with whoever decides to read…

I don’t really know why this has taken me so damn long to do. I have known that I wanted to start a blog now for years, and while I had tried once before, I just wasn’t ready I think. Part of me was too insecure and shy to share my experiences so anyone could read.

I love to write and have no trouble whatsoever writing in my journal, but this feels different to me. I may be the only one who feels this way about blogging, but to me, it just feels strange writing about your life and then allowing literally anyone to read it.

Like what if a boy I like finds this site, and reads it!!? Well, that is kinda awkward…
He would know so much about me and I wouldn’t know anything about him… but heavens I am getting sidetracked, ignore that last part.

I guess I have grown up enough, and I don’t care what others think of me anymore. This is what I want to do, and have wanted to do now for ages. So finally now is the time to start, better late then never I guess right!?

I mostly write about my experiences that I have encountered during my 26 years on this beautiful planet, and quite honestly, my journey is only just the beginning! I have so much more planned in the coming years that this blog will be my main tool for keeping tabs on myself.

It is still the beginning of my blog, but I do have a vision for it! This is something I have always wanted to do, sharing my story has been on my mind for awhile now, and I have even written my life story in the form of a book, but for now, I think I will focus on writing my experiences and lessons learned from them.

Anyways! I won’t keep rambling on this page much longer, but here are some of my posts you might find interesting! Hope you have a lovely day and welcome to my blog 😀

My thoughts on Veganism

The Journey to Self-Discovery

My experience dealing with depression

My experience losing someone close to me

My experience living in Vancouver

5 Roadblocks to Ascension

Life is absolutely crazy, it’s so much grander than we can presently imagine. Our vision as human beings is already so limited… But when the filters starting at birth begin to stack up one after another, it can often prevent us from seeing the light, the truth of our reality…

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My final post

This blog site is now just over a year old, and I am amazed by the progress I have made towards it, I didn’t really think I had it in me when I first started writing for this blog, I was full of Self-doubt from the very beginning. But today as I look back on some of my posts I have written I am quite amazed by some of the reflections I have had.

This blog was intended to be a tool for self-discovery, and it has been, in more ways than I ever thought it could be. I have learned so much about myself through writing, so then why would this be my last post you may wonder?

Well, its not that I am not ever going to write any more, I most certainly am, its just right now I am not focusing as much on this blog as I would like too, and its fairly expensive to keep up and running, and since I haven’t worked a job in two months as I have been taking some time off for some soul searching/growing, I just quite frankly can’t afford to keep it right now.

Yearly dues are soon due, and if I don’t pay them this site will be shut down. It sucks, I will likely lose all of my work, but I have came to terms with that already. I am trying to let go of as much of my stuff as I can, and all the posts I have written over the past year, hundreds of posts, will be gone soon…

I have mixed feelings about this, but I really don’t know what to do other than potentially copy all the posts onto another platform, which would take me quite a few hours to do, and I don’t really even know if its worth it to be honest.

I dunno how long this site will be up, it could be gone by this afternoon, and I am okay with that, whatever happens, happens. I am hoping one day when I can afford it I can reactivate my account, but I really have no idea if or when that will happen. Who knows, I might start a whole new blog now that I have written about my past stories, I feel I can focus on creating a bright and positive future for humanity. We are in for an amazing future, that I truly believe… Read: What is the event and what can you do to prepare!

I have gained a significant amount of confidence through this blog though, and I have realized that I really do enjoy writing, and its what I want to continue focusing on. My plan, for now, is to focus on writing a book and not get distracted by outside stimuli, like writing blog posts…

So I wanted to reach out, let you all know whats happening, I know a lot of my family read this blog site and I don’t want them to worry if one day it’s gone… So there’s my heads up, now I think I will go start backing up some of my favorite posts. I think it would be really devastating to lose all of my work, so if I can just save the best pieces I’ve written, that would give me a little more peace anyways 🙂

Thanks for reading! See you all again one day! I hope to be back eventually!

With Love and Light


The Great Awakening: March 2018

Wednesday, March 21st, 2018

So I thought I would start a post about what has been going on regarding the current process that Earth and her inhabitants are experiencing, because there is so much going on, and I think it is important at this time to share with others what I understand and have experienced on a personal level as truth. I do not claim to have all the answers, as that would be absurd of me, but I am a seeker and have a pretty good connection to the creative source, so here is what I have observed in my experience of reality!

As always though, use your own discernment when reading this, and with finding the truth for you. I speak from my heart, and only with Love. I don’t write to offend or upset anyone but write with hopes to help enlighten those who wish for that…


Last week I wrote a post about ‘the event’, which you can read here: What is the event and what can you do to prepare!

If you don’t know what the event is yet, I highly recommend reading that post because it explains it quite well, and most of this post won’t make much sense if you aren’t yet aware!

But in short, the event will be a grand cosmic event that takes place and changes humanity and mother Earth forever. Nothing will ever be the same after the event. It will be a huge wake-up call for us. No one knows when the event will take place, but as humans, we love to make predictions regarding the event. Although this is all happening in a relatively very short period of time, we still tend to get impatient when a few days pass and nothing happens… We don’t see the big picture.

We wonder, well where is it? I thought it was supposed to be here by now. But what we don’t realize, is it is happening, and it will continue to happen for quite a while now… Something I have known deep inside all along, but am still trying to fully embrace, is that we (humanity) we are the event! We are creating this wave of love as a collective. It’s truly remarkable, but it just goes to show us how much potential we truly have!

I had a dream last night regarding the time frame of this, and in my dream I was in the distant future, and I was looking back on this current time frame, being March of 2018, and in my dream I was astonished at the realization that it did basically happen all at once or in a very short window of time. Considering time is an illusion, and humans are the only ones in the universe that use time, it is very difficult for us to understand that this event is taking place, all at once, it’s all happening right now.

The internet is lighting up over this event, as it is a big deal, we have been waiting for this event for a very long time, lifetime after lifetime. The ancients knew that this would happen, it’s been prophesized, and it’s been written about in many different ways. Some call it the rapture, but I prefer to just call it the event.

It is currently underway, it’s happening now, it’s like waves of energy colliding with the Earth, it feels like love washing over you, many have felt it over the couple weeks especially, as the energies have been ramping up, preparing us for the big wave. The big one has not hit yet in the moment of writing this, but I know it will definitely happen, just have no idea when. I am done with predicting a date, and just enjoying each moment as it comes.

You see, it is very hard to predict a time frame for these types of things, because higher dimensions which is who we are working with here, they don’t use clocks… They don’t understand how we experience time. They can give us a time frame, but they won’t give us exact dates because they are working with many different timelines here, and everything needs to line up perfectly. Picking a date would be like trying to find a needle in a haystack, it’s impossible to do.

I had a second dream regarding the timing of the event, but in this one it showed me a waterpark (I have a lot of waterpark dreams haha) but basically it was showing a wonderful brand new waterpark, that was already built and almost ready to be enjoyed, but they just needed to do one last check over to make sure everything was working properly. This check could take a few hours, a few days, or even a few weeks. But it was built, and would definitely be open for enjoyment soon.

So anyway, yes, there is an event, yes it will happen on a global scale, (this is the reason a lot of us have incarnated on Earth at this time, to experience this event) and yes, everyone will know when it happens.

There are people on the internet who are saying that they have experienced the event first hand, and I am not saying they did or didn’t, that’s their experience, but what I do want to say is that it wasn’t the actual “Event.” It might have been like a pre-event preparation to see how well we would handle the energies, and so people who have experienced some phenomena in the past few weeks, know that that is just a warm-up, in my opinion, to the big one. It was just a taste, so to speak!


I would like to take this time to go through some of the things I have noticed as well as some of the people I follow on social media. Because for those who knew what was happening, they have definitely felt it, it feels like an accelerated ascension process has started. People are noticing changes on a daily or even hourly basis right now.

The weekend of March 17-18, I would randomly feel the energies running through my body. It felt like I was vibrating at times. I felt very tired, low energy, I didn’t feel like doing anything at all. It was also cloudy and snowy out, so I didn’t even get to go on my daily nature walk. I couldn’t stop eating, I literally ate everything I could get my hands on, I think this is a comfort eating problem I have, especially when I know change is coming.

I felt the remaining negativity I had been holding on to slowly leave my body over these few days, and by Monday, March 19th, I was back to my normal energy and happiness, with much more peace and clarity of mind.

When Monday did roll around, and “nothing” happened on Sunday, March 18th like so many of us had hoped, I didn’t even feel bummed out because I knew it was still going to happen, we just got the date wrong like we have many times in the past. It is common to feel that dip when a predicted date flops, but everyone in the community seemed to stay positive and eagerly moved forward.

The sun was back on Monday and it was a gorgeous day! I spent quite the better portion of my day outside in nature, which I do love to do. I walked around the park thanking God and Mother Earth, as well as apologizing to mother Earth for all the abuse we’ve shown her over the years. I often say mantras while I walk, which helps my mind from wandering and keeps me in a meditative state as much as possible.

The sun was shining so bright, it was blinding if you tried to look at it. This is pure white light coming down to Earth, and it’s helping our DNA wake up from its slumber, which will activate many of our natural gifts and abilities. The event is supposed to be a big one that really wakes us up. I think that even the people who think they are awake now will realize how much they were still sleeping when the event takes place.

Everyone I came across was in a good mood, there was love in the air so to speak. It was a beautiful day outside, the birds were singing, people were out walking their dogs, the sun was shining bright, and there was not a cloud or Jet-trail in the sky. Not a single one, which is very unusual, since I go for walks pretty often, and I do look up at the sky a lot, I always see multiple jet trails when I do, but not Monday.

I thought I would wait and see Tuesday if I say any, and still nothing. Wow, how strange is that? Not a single Jet-trail for two days in a row. I kept track of this throughout the week, and all week I saw maybe one or two in total, but it’s nothing compared to what it used to be! I thought it was interesting though that was one of the things I thought I would notice when things started to shift, and sure enough, it happened. The sky has also been a brighter, more vibrant shade of blue, and not to mention there seems to be rainbows everywhere! I took some pictures to show you all how beautiful our world is becoming day by day!



The mantra I was repeating over and over again on Tuesday too was, “There is now peace on Earth, there is now peace on Earth, there is now peace on Earth.”

The more you say something, the more your brain cognizes it, which makes you believe it more. (This is why affirmations work) But I am sure there are still things that need to happen before complete peace on Earth happens, there is still much work to be done, but we will see the day that there is true peace on Earth, this I am certain of, and it will probably happen sooner than we realize. This is what I believe in my heart.

Sunday, March 25th, 2018

There is a definite shift taking place right now on our planet. Its changing day by day. I can see it in nature, first and foremost… It’s becoming more, vibrant, colorful, the sun is brighter and doing crazy things with the light rays, the sky is bluer, the animals seem more friendly than usual, Its still winter and we see rainbows everywhere, which is not normal at all at this time of year!!!

People are getting outside more as well I’m noticing, lots of people are going for walks in the park, compared to this time last year when no one was out walking because it was all mucky out, or wet. But there have been so many more people outside it seems lately, all winter actually, but more so now of course.

Our wonderful planet is changing more and more each day. Mother Earth is ready to ascend and is now waiting for the rest of humanity to understand what is taking place here and now, to better prepare themselves, but she can’t wait much longer.

We are living in times of great change, and it is truly a wonderful experience to watch unfold. This will go down as the greatest time in human history, and we are right in the middle of it all! How amazing is that!??

I am seeing so many synchronicities, and not only with numbers, but with actual words as well. I was reading a book the other day and it was talking about a pendulum swinging back and forth, I decided I wanted to read another book right after, opened it up, and the first paragraph was again talking about pendulums… I thought that was pretty crazy! Two completely different books and I opened them on completely random pages, both talking about pendulums… Not a super common word whatsoever.

I also keep feeling pure love wash over me, it’s like a state of loving bliss, it feels wonderful, and makes me really excited and happy!  Memories of the past I am remembering the love in them now, no longer the fear.

I had a dream last night where I was in the future looking back to these current days leading up to the event, and in my dream, I realized how short of a time period that this is all taking place in! Even if it were still to take a month or two, it is still such a tiny speck of time on the eternal clock of the universe. Time is such an interesting thing that we are so obsessed with… Which doesn’t even exist… But more on the illusion of time some other day!

Friday, March 30th, 2018

As the awakening process unfolds day by day, I find myself having some pretty astounding realizations over the past weeks. It has gotten to the point where I have quit trying to make sense of them all, and just going with the flow. Just allowing it to happen, not trying to force or expect anything to happen.

Its funny to me how impatient we become, we are given a date, and then when we don’t see something happen in our own realities, we get discouraged, even though what we don’t see is what is all going on behind the scenes. There is much happening right now, whether or not we are aware of it all or not.

To us, a day feels like quite a good amount of “time” whereas, in the big picture, a day would seem like a second. So when 10 days or whatever pass, and you haven’t felt or noticed any changes, and you start to wonder if this is really true, just realize that 10 days, is like 10 seconds to a being outside the constraints of time. Remembering that we are eternal, and there really is no rush for this event to happen, as we have forever to exist. We will all get to experience it, even if it doesn’t happen for a few more months. (But I truly think it will happen sooner rather than later…)

Time is such a funny thing though. We are constantly in the mindset of there not being enough time like we are running out of something that is infinite. It’s a hard thing to step out of the illusion of, but when you are able to do this, you begin to realize your multidimensional self, that doesn’t know what time is.

You, your higher self, exists beyond the limits of space and time. It can go into the past and go into the future as well, it sees and knows all. Trusting this part of you, that is you, is hard for some because it is not visible, you cant “SEE” your higher self, but it exists nonetheless.

Humanity has this whole “seeing is believing” limitation imposed on them. The first question most people ask about anything spiritual related, is “well did you see this?”

No. I haven’t seen anything to prove that any of this is real. To me, seeing is not believing, our eyes lie and only show us what we want to see, but doesn’t show us what is actually there. Which is why most of humanity remains asleep because they choose to do so, they don’t want to see the big picture, they don’t want to wake up, they are happy and content where they are at, and that’s okay! They are on their path, and you are on yours. Just focus on yourself, and when they come to you because they see the light in you, you will know its time to share with them what you know. I wait patiently for people I love to see the beauty and magic of life, and I know they will come to me when they are ready.

Personally, I don’t shy away from the big picture, I want to know what is going on here, its been my mission ever since I was a small child, I wanted to learn everything. I was fascinated by life, why was I here, what was the meaning of it all, who am I?

When you open yourself up to the big questions of life, the universe will start giving you answers, and while I don’t believe I have all the answers, (not even close actually) but, I still have a pretty solid understanding of what is happening here on this planet called Earth right now… And boy is it ever exciting!!

As some of you may be aware, humanity has been enslaved by dark forces for quite some time. To us, it felt like an eternity, and we can’t imagine what life would even be like without the control, manipulation and mind control. We don’t even know what freedom even means anymore…

I often ask people what they would do with themselves if money didn’t exist, and I am often met by blank stares, clearly, they haven’t even considered this as a possibility before, but it’s something humanity will experience eventually. Abundance for everyone, not just the 1% like it has been for thousands of years.

It is funny because I always talk about what a wonderful world we are creating, and some people actually get upset with me, as though they don’t want positive change, but would rather stay living in fear and scarcity. This always baffles me, because, well… I dunno about you, but I would much prefer to live in a world where money wasn’t this scarce resource, and everyone had more than enough to live comfortable lives. No more starvation, disease, poverty… Just humanity creating beautiful things, living our lives out of love and joy, not fear and lack. So I always get confused when someone is resistant towards this way of living!

Maybe they simply don’t want to get their hopes up, in case nothing happens, but at this point though, it doesn’t matter if you want it to happen or not, its already well underway. Well underway! Nothing can or will stop it at this point. The collective has decided.

We are now days away from seeing this information on our mainstream news. It’s already out there if you do a little research of your own. Global currency reset, disclosure, the event, the cabal, these are all subjects one could search on the ever-expanding internet for information, its out there, you just gotta go find it.

Our lives will not return to the same way they were before this shift started, but there is nothing to fear. We are in the middle of the shift, its happening, and it’s a beautiful thing!

There is nothing to stop it now. Humanity is remembering its divinity, its true origins, our connection with the creative source of all that is, we are remembering that we are all one, we are all brothers and sisters… We won’t go to war ever again, no there won’t be a WW3 ever, we now will see war as childish because we are growing up, evolving, and ascending to higher states of being.

Many people fear change, and I can understand that feeling, but this is one change that is for the good of humanity and our planet. People all over the world are having spiritual awakenings, where they are now remembering their true divinity. It’s like a snowball rolling down a hill getting bigger and bigger. The energies are ramping up every day, causing the masses to wake up.

Soon the grande finale will occur, which I talk about in this post: What is the event and what can you do to prepare! On this day, everyone will know that something has happened. It will be a magical event, that a lot of us have been waiting and preparing many lifetimes for, which of course we cant remember our past lifetimes because that is part of the human experience. Forgetting your past lives as you incarnate as a baby is a very challenging part of being human, which is why I believe every soul here on Earth at this time is a highly advanced soul that came to experiencing this great awakening.

Many people who are on Earth now, feel like they don’t belong here, like they were once part of a highly advanced/ evolved society, and entered into this “barbaric” world. There are many names for these wonderful beings, some are called, Starseeds, lightworkers, rainbow warriors, indigo/crystal children. They have all come here with grand missions, and many of them feel like its time now to start, many are starting to remember why they came here in the first place.

I believe that once the big wave arrives on Earth, it will be the catalyst for us working for the light to be able to better carry out our divine missions. I consider myself to be in this community of light, and I know my personal mission will be shown to me very clearly at the time of the event, which of course I feel it will involve me guiding and teaching the newly awakened and confused souls that have no idea what happened, but beyond that am certain.

I know that although I consider myself to be fairly awakened, I believe the event will cause many of us to think “wow, I was really asleep...” Which is kind of interesting if you think about that, but there is still so much we don’t know. After all, you don’t know what you don’t know…

The event will be a different experience for everyone, as we are all on different paths, but I do want to say that there is nothing to be afraid of, fear will not help you during this truly magical time. We have been living in fear for a very long time, but there is only love, and this wave is pure love coming to us from the divine source, as God is very pleased with humanity as we have chosen the path of light.

We are currently in the state we are in because God gave us the gift of free will, as well as the knowledge of good and evil. We chose for many years to experiment with the dark (the evil), and that’s exactly what we did, and because it was our free will to decide this, God stepped back and allowed it, letting us learn, discover and experience the darkness… But finally after thousands of years spent in darkness, disconnected from source, and experiencing “evil.” We as a collective have chosen love and light again.

The divine feminine and divine masculine are reuniting as one, we are learning to come together and create for the good of humanity. Twin flames are finding each other again, and I greatly look forward to the day I meet my twin flame, because I’ve always known that he is out there somewhere. I know our reunion will be magical, and together we will live purposeful lives, and continue our mission of making Earth a better place for all.
I know in my heart that we will meet in divine timing, and I don’t worry at all about finding him because I trust in the plan.


I have been learning lately to trust in the divine timing. It’s hard because we do think in very linear time, and its hard to break out of that illusion. But I do know that wonderful things are happening already and will continue to happen.

I have already seen so much change in just the past two weeks alone! Things are really beginning to shift out there, and it’s really fascinating to watch. We here on Earth right now are part of the ground crew, we wanted front row seats to the greatest show in the universe. Yes the extra-terrestrials all know about us, we just don’t know about them, yet… They are all watching us, trillions of them, and they are enjoying the “great awakening” that is now in full swing on planet Earth.

Many of them are here, helping with the ascension of humanity, and one day we will understand this all better, but we will never be able to thank them enough for what they have been doing. There are many benevolent races that humanity is not aware of, but they have been working to liberate humanity for a very long time now. Thousands of years there was a battle between light and dark.

The light forces have been successful, and the day of “the event” steadily approaches as we become more and more in tune with our highest truth of who we are.

I will end my post here, as I have already written enough. Please feel free to share this if it has helped you and feel it may help others.

As always, I feel guided to share with humanity at this auspicious time of the great awakening of humanity, what I believe to be true in my heart, I write in hopes of inspiring you, and to remind you that you are not alone in this journey, and there are many others out there who are feeling lost and confused as the 3D matrix we have been living in begins to crumble around down.

If you feel guided, please feel free to join this facebook group full of beautiful souls who inspire and love one another, it is steadily growing in huge numbers each day. Here is a link to that: The Event Is Happening

Here is another site for you to check out: https://prepareforchange.net/ as it is specifically designed around the event, and it has more professional posts, whereas my blog site is my own journey and reflections!

Namaste wonderful friends, and until we meet again!

With Love and Light,






What is “the event” and what can you do to prepare!

Greetings! It is with great excitement and love that I write to you on this day, March 15th, 2018 to bring you some wonderful news about what is about to happen!

It has come to my attention over the past few weeks, that there is something big happening on our planet. Something grander than we can imagine… I have carefully been observing this unfold for quite some time now, and while I always have known ever since I was a little girl, that something big would happen in my lifetime, I didn’t know what exactly, or when this so-called event would take place.

Over the past month, however, countless people have been proclaiming that something is coming very soon, which is the intent of this post today. I personally haven’t been writing much lately, because I don’t feel much desire to do really anything at this point. I am recharging myself and doing a significant amount of meditation in order to raise my own vibrations, however, I feel guided at this moment to write this post.

So what is the event? 

Humanity is long overdue for what we have called “the event” which is many things happening all at once, but what some say, it is a cosmic “flash” of light that is coming from the central galactic sun, channeled through our own sun, which will very soon reach and penetrate our planet with its loving energies. It is the moment of breakthrough when humanity will finally become the consciously aware beings they are supposed to be. We are essentially graduating from 3D reality to the 5th-dimensional reality!

It will be seen in the sky as a wave of rainbow-colored smoke and as it approaches Earth every human will be aware of it. This wave of light is nothing to be fearful of for it is pure love, which will embrace Earth and calm humanity into the loving light.

Might look similar to this picture!


The event itself could last several hours or even days for some. It all depends on how ready you are to accept these new energies. For some, it will be expected, and they will easily accept and embrace these new energies, but for others, it might take some time to adjust. This is a major event which is said to be the biggest wake-up call that humanity has ever experienced. It will raise our vibrations, and wake people up from the illusion they have been living.

This wave of light is what some might call the “Rapture”, and while I do believe that it is closely related to what the bible says, I do not believe that God will be judging us, but rather we will judge ourselves on whether or not we are ready to ascend to the New Earth, or if we will stay on the current Earth and help to create “Heaven on Earth.” Each individual will have a completely unique experience during and after this event, and we will each have more clarity at the time of the event as to what we are needed to do.

There is quite a lot of confusion as to where people will go when the event happens, which I think is because no two people will have the same experience, so it’s hard to find answers. But from what I can understand is, some will stay on Earth to help create heaven on Earth, others will go to the 5D New Earth which the late Dolores Cannon talked and wrote many books about, and some will simply go to another 3D planet if they cannot assimilate these new energies…  But no one really knows exactly what is going to happen, I think some things are better left as a surprise when the event actually happens, but rest assure every human being will be taken care of. There is no need to fear this!

This event has been prophesized for many ages by the ancients of our time. It is the event that will trigger the new Era for mankind, the golden age of humanity. It is long overdue, and I know that the lightworker community is sick and tired of waiting. The event is just around the corner now, and with each passing day, we get closer and closer.

I find myself having a lot of “last times” doing certain 3D things. Like every time I go to the gym, I think, this could be the last time going to the gym, or last time going for groceries, last time doing laundry… You get the idea, which also goes to show how close this event really is!! As a matter of fact, as I write this, I feel a strong excitement as the event draws increasingly closer, like a kid waiting for Christmas day to arrive, knowing that it will be the most wonderful experience, that we’ve been preparing for lifetimes for. This is what many of us came here for. This is a once in a thousand lifetimes experience!

I have known my entire life that something big would happen in my lifetime, I knew this without a doubt, which is why I know what I say is true because trust me, I wouldn’t be writing this if it was all a lie, what good would that do for humanity? But you know, use your own discernment as you read this because I don’t have all the answers, but always ask your higher self if what you are reading resonates with you or not!

I discovered a video back in February which I will link below, but it was the first video that gave me strong validation that this was coming very soon. Allison Coe is a QHHT practitioner who guides people into past lives and talks to their higher self. She started getting information regarding the event a year ago, but it was becoming increasingly more and more common the last few months. She shares her great information in this youtube video below!

Before, during and after the event, by Allison Coe

After watching Allison’s video, I felt a sense of relief and excitement, knowing that positive change was on the horizon. In the video, she does not give a date as she isn’t one to make predictions, but she did hear from her sessions over and over again, the month of March. As I was watching this at the end of February, I realized how soon this was, and I got very excited.

I am alone in my anticipation and excitement during this wonderful time, because of course, no one around me believes me… Because, well… This has never happened before, well at least not in the past 26000 years, so we have never experienced this, so we have nothing to reference it to, and I suspect people don’t want to get their hopes up, just in case nothing happens… Nevertheless, this is real, and since watching that video by Allison Coe 2 weeks ago, I have gotten a significant amount of validation from multiple sources, including my own higher self, which of course is my most trustworthy source.

I have asked my higher self over and over what I needed to do, and I was told over and over, “just be patient, you are ready, all is going as planned, it’s coming, it’s coming soon.”

And it is coming, this wave of light is already on its way to Earth. There is nothing that can or will stop it, and it will be reaching Earth very soon, and all of humanity will be aware when it arrives. You will feel it coming before you see it, which will prompt you to go outside.

Our first natural instinct will be to go outside and stare, it will be like nothing we’ve ever seen before. The energies will be pulsing through our bodies, people might need to sit or lay down in order to better assimilate these new energies. Some who don’t know what’s happening might feel fear, but that will quickly be released once they realize it is loving light and is nothing to be afraid of.

Some have said that this wave of light will completely remove fear and negativity from the Earth, which is kind of a hard thing to understand considering how we always resort to negativity when something doesn’t go our way. But apparently, we will all be living out of love instead of out of fear. This will SIGNIFICANTLY change humanity and Gaia, I don’t think any of us understand how much this will change our lives.

This is huge, this is bigger than we can understand. This has been in the plan for thousands of years, and it is happening now! Very exciting times for humanity!

What to expect after the event?

Depending on your own vibration, which will determine where you go, whether you stay on Earth or ascend to the New Earth. So I will briefly explain from my own understanding what I think will happen in both our current world and New Earth. This is just my own understanding of all the different sources of information I have read/watched over the last weeks and months leading up to this event.

The current Earth: 

The event will be the major catalyst that will change many things for us here on Earth. Our monetary system, which of course is long overdue, will be shut down for a couple weeks. The financial system will be changing from one of lack/scarcity to one of abundance for all, which is something I think we can all look forward to! The terrible corruption, greed, and scarcity that we have experienced over the past millennia will no longer be tolerated, and complete transparency will be a vital part of creating Heaven on Earth.

Darkness can no longer exist in this new energy, and humanity will be able to reflect and learn from its past errors, like the abuse and torture of animals, the destruction of our home planet, and the greed people have for money. We will learn from our errors and will collectively decide to not make them again. I expect the whole planet will become vegetarian pretty soon after the event, as eating animals will be considered barbaric. If we do choose to still eat meat, it will be made synthetically, and not from the slaughter of innocent and loving animals.

Wars will become an uncivilized part of our past, and we will not even think of going to war again. Peace on Earth will certainly prevail, and we will live in harmony and love for each other, knowing that we are in fact all connected, we are all one.

Living situations will change significantly to, we will no longer have to pay for basic necessities like food, water, clothing, and shelter, and many humanitarian projects will be created to help Earth and its people. We will no longer have to worry about basic needs being met, and can instead focus on improving ourselves, and the world we live.

Technology will skyrocket as we will no longer be limited to what we can create. Free energy solutions will be released to the public, as well as cures to various diseases that have long been hidden from humanity. Our evolution will see no more limitations, and it will increase very quickly after the event.

Disclosure of many things that have been kept from us will also come after the event. Some such topics include the existence of benevolent extra-terrestrial beings, (who will make first contact at some point after the event), disclosure will also be on the cabal and the crimes they have committed against humanity. (Members of the cabal are being arrested at this time, and the event will be the final tipping point when key players are arrested.  Like I said earlier, this Event is HUGE! Much bigger than our human minds can even conceive of. It’s all very exciting stuff!

This event marks the beginning of a new Era for humanity! The golden age of peace, abundance, and love for all beings.

The new Earth:

Beings who are ready to ascend to a higher vibration will go to the New Earth. Those who decide to stay on Earth will always be able to raise their vibration to go to New Earth themselves when they are ready. New Earth is not a different Earth, it is still here, it’s just on a different vibration so we cannot see it, although many have reported getting glimpses of this New Earth! The event will raise our vibrations to a higher level so that New Earth will become our reality, but we will be able to move between the 5th dimension to the 3rd to help those who are still on the old Earth raise their vibrations so they can also ascend to 5D.

New Earth is… For a lack of a better word, its Amazing with a capital A… It is so beautifully vibrant with colors we can’t even imagine yet. Words really cannot describe this place, but I have had visions of it, as have many others on this path.

We will see things we have never seen before, and experience a beautiful new way of life, free from fear and negativity. We won’t have to worry about money, as money does not exist on New Earth and never will. We will be free sovereign beings who can go wherever we please. We won’t be ruled, controlled or manipulated in even the slightest way.

Humanity will be taught its true origins, and who they really are. We will have a lot of learning to do, as we are a bit behind in that department, thanks to our current system keeping our true origins, and abilities from us for a long time.

Some abilities we will gain will be telepathy, teleportation, and levitation, just to name a few. The human being has infinite potential, that has through time been forgotten and lost. New Earth will activate all these abilities once again and live purposeful, meaningful lives of joyous creation.

Everything we desire we will be able to instantly manifest on New Earth. There is no lack or scarcity… No more disease, illness, or aging. Our lifespans will increase significantly, and from what I can understand is you will get to choose your age and appearance when you go to New Earth, so that is pretty cool!

New Earth is already here, its vibrating at a higher frequency which is why most of us don’t see it in the day to day life here on Earth. But it is ready and waiting for the countless humans who will be entering New Earth on the day of The Event!

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How can you prepare? 

There is really not very much time at this point until this wave of light arrives to Earth. There is not much you need to do, as 90% of the population will be unaware of this before it happens, but I would like to mention that meditation is important to calm your mind of unnecessary negative thoughts leading up to the event. Fear and worry will not be of benefit to you during this time, and being in a loving state will make a much easier transition.

Some sites such as https://prepareforchange.net/ have very good information regarding the event if you want to look more into this, and it explains the event in great detail. They do mention having food and supplies ready for two weeks following the event, which of course is never a bad idea in the first place, this is still earth after all, we still get natural disasters, plus it might give you peace of mind knowing that you are taken care of.

However, I would like to add that I personally do not feel it is necessary, as I have come to understand that after the event takes place everyone will be in a blissed out state and we won’t even be thinking about food. But use your own discretion and decide for yourself.

This is a peaceful and positive change, there will not be riots in the streets, people will be very peaceful, and everyone will be taken care of. This has been greatly planned out in a way that will cause the least disruption to our infrastructure, and they do not expect any important systems (food, water, utilities) to be down for an extended period of time.

The best things to do leading up to this event is to eat high vibrational foods, (fruits and vegetables) drink lots of purified water, meditate daily, and be in a positive state of being. Again I would say to not be in fear as this will not be of any benefit to yourself. This is a very positive change for humanity!

If you feel divinely guided, please join us in global meditation on Sundays to help welcome in the waves of love/light. Group meditation has some profound results, and this is a very powerful thing to do at this time!

Here is the link to the group meditation site: Weekly Ascension Meditation
Also note that you can do it with the group or on your own, just realizing that as you meditate millions of people are also meditating from all corners of the world is extremely powerful and liberating.

The time is here and now. The greatest time in human history, and we are so blessed to be able to experience this grand event with front row seats. This is happening and its happening now, you can see signs of this everywhere you look! This is not a prediction for 5 years down the road, this is already well in full swing, and it’s truly exciting to watch it unfold! Embrace the winds of change and ride the waves this new energy is creating!

This will likely be my last blog post for awhile. I am personally trying to limit my computer usage, and am distancing myself from 3D Earth and am taking some time myself to do my own thing and rest and recharge before the event. I know that after the event I will likely be very busy because I will finally know what I am supposed to do, but like my higher self has been telling me, “be patient, it’s on its way, get ready…”

See you all on the other side!!

With Love and Light



Should we plan out our lives?

“If you want to make God laugh,

tell him your plans… ”
-Woody Allen


I find myself always trying to plan out my life. My mind LOVES it. Every day it goes, “alright, this is what we are going to do today, and tomorrow we are going to do this, then next month well be doing this, and one year from now we will be here        ?     .”

And the problem with this is, I spend all this time incessantly planning out what I will be doing a few months from now, I will plan out this whole elaborate plan, and then it never happens. Ever. Then I can just see God laughing at me because of course God sees the big picture and knows exactly where I am going in life, and I do not.

But all I need to do is sit back, relax and enjoy the ride, knowing that it will be wonderful.

And even though I know this on a deeper level, my mind instead wants to plan out exactly where the ride will go, and in precisely the way that I want it to. Which is really quite absurd if you think about it. But I believe it is human nature to want to try to control our lives, plan them out, and then be surprised when our plans don’t go as planned.

For an example, I was supposed to be in Thailand right now, that was the plan I had been planning for a while, which was supposed to be during the months of February and March. I have always wanted to travel, its one of my biggest dreams, and everything was lining up well for me to go, but I did not buy a plane ticket until a few days before I left, just in case I changed my mind.

I even wrote a post on it! Next Adventure: South East Asia- Feb. 12th-??

AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED? I changed my mind… Not a big surprise there, I tend to change my mind more often than the weather. Which can be frustrating, to say the least. How am I supposed to progress in life if I cant make up my damn mind about something? Which has been a whole journey all on its own which I will write about later on: if you control your mind you control everything else.

So anyway, I decided maybe a few days before my trip to Asia that I wasn’t going to go after all… But it was still a lot of fun to plan it and look forward to the trip nonetheless.

I find the anticipation towards something can be just as good as actually going. I think its good to always have something to look forward to in life, even if it doesn’t turn out the way you have hoped. I think its okay to plan as long as you aren’t going to be devastated if your plans don’t work out the way you hope.

You see, I have been struggling over the past few weeks with this whole idea of not planning and it is a very hard concept to break away from. Our minds are always planning because our mind likes to know what is coming next. Since we cant see the future, our minds make something up to give us peace and to have an idea of where we are going.

It is actually very difficult to live life riding by the seat of your pants, allowing God to guide you, and trusting that everything will turn out wonderful. This is something I am working on, I am trying to not plan and control my own life, and I am just sitting back and allowing for whatever happens to happen. Its been a hard thing to do, but its also a lot easier to just allow what is, and not always trying to make things go the way I want.

I am realizing that there comes a time and a place for everything, and I am learning to trust and accept that, knowing that everything I desire and hope for in life will come to me at the perfect time.

I used to worry so much about meeting my life partner, trying to plan out exactly when and where I would meet him. Looking back this is absolutely crazy, but I did this, thinking to myself, “oh this weekend I am going to meet him, its bound to happen, I can feel it.”

I would amp myself up, get all in my head about it, imagine what he would say, and then what I would say, and I would create this entire scenario around the idea.

Then the weekend would come and go, and guess what? I didn’t meet him, and then I would feel sad and beat myself up for it… But that was actually absurd of me, to try to plan when and where I would meet my true love.

Through time, I am learning to just let God lead me, trusting that she knows what is the perfect timing for everything. She sees exactly what is coming, which I do not, and I must learn to trust that it will all be good. Having a child-like mind, and just being content with what is in each moment is by far the greatest way to live life. Something I have learned by studying the great masters of our time, they all taught the importance of the present moment.

Life is a lot easier when you allow God to lead too. You really don’t have to worry about anything except where you are right now in this moment. Tomorrow isn’t here yet, and yesterday is now in the past, all that matters is right here and now, and you are never alone without guidance in the eternal now. God is always with you guiding you along your journey, he never leaves you, not for even a single second.

I think this will be the theme for the month of March for me. To not try to plan out my life, and see where that leads me. I will still have small goals to work towards, but I am not going to say, “okay this month I expect XYZ to happen, and if it doesn’t, I will be sad.”

Whenever I find my mind starting to plan, I will remind it to come back to the present moment and focus on that instead. I am not going to be mad whenever I try planning as it is a very human thing to do, but just to not allow it to control my life as it has in the past. It is actually such a silly thing when we try to make plans for the future which hasn’t happened yet, because things can change in the blink of an eye, and if you have your heart set on any of your “plans” then you are going to be greatly disappointed, even if something better comes along, we still will feel upset that our other plans didn’t work out.

It’s about being carefree in the hands of God, and knowing that she knows what is best, and everything will turn out wonderfully well for you when you allow God to lead.

So should we plan out our lives? Well to that I would say yes and no. Try to just be happy in each moment because the eternal now is all that exists, you can imagine a positive future for yourself but don’t dwell there for very long, our minds cannot even begin to imagine currently the wonderful futures that’s in store for us. There is so much going on right now that will change the way we live life, and in this moment we can’t even imagine what the big picture is, but it’s truly beautiful and overflowing with the love of God.

“For I know the Plans I have for you, declares the Lord, Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.” -Jeremiah 29:11

So sit back, relax, know that you are cared for and loved, and let God do the rest.

Thank you for reading, and I hope this has helped you on your own journey in life!

Namaste dear ones,
with Love and Light


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Once in a blue moon…

There is a lot going on lately, that I feel the need to write about now, although I do find it quite difficult where to even begin, considering how chaotic everything is, but alas I will do my best on this day January 31st, 2018.

I woke up early this morning, 6am to be exact to participate in the lunar eclipse mass meditation events that were happening all over the world. It was a very rare blood moon/blue moon/ full moon/ total eclipse. Happens once in every 150 years, which to a human is a pretty long time. Longer than our current lifespans anyways.

Mass meditations are extremely powerful to bring about change here on Planet Earth, and I felt called to participate. I was even able to involve a couple of my family members to join me, which was very exciting for me as one of them does not meditate usually.

I have been able to observe over the last 5 or so years the people around me are waking up to what is the truth. It has stunned me to see some of my friends who I never would have imagined would take this path of light are now doing so. I guess it just goes to show you how powerful this all is.

There are big changes taking place on Earth right now, that I have written about in the past, but it is hard to make sense of it all considering how our vision is very limited to what we can see, and because of that, we tend to miss out on a lot. There is more unseen than seen, there is more to reality than we can presently imagine…

This age which is just beginning has been prophesized for millennia. The great masters have all talked about it before, and now the time has come. This is not new knowledge, and many people around the globe know that something big is happening, but no one knows exactly what that is. It is too big for us to conceptualize, and this can frighten a lot of people because we do like to think we are in control of our lives.

As I sit here and write this, I believe full and well that something is upon us, a new day is approaching very quickly, and so few of us are prepared. But how can you really prepare for something that you have no idea when, or what will even occur? There is nothing to do other than observe what is happening around you with an open heart and mind, knowing that everything that is happening, no matter how bad it looks, is all happening for a reason. Everything is in divine order, and it is all going perfectly as planned.

I have been meditating a lot lately and trying to stay in the eternal now as best I can, but I find it difficult as anxiety for the future and what COULD happen always seem to enter my thoughts/mind. I know that there is nothing to fear. Love will save the day, and we will one day soon see peace on Earth, but until then we must get through all the chaos.

By chaos, I mean all the stuff that is happening right now on our planet that doesn’t make sense to our human minds. Why is the world is such a mess? We ask ourselves. Natural disasters are sweeping our lands on a daily basis, animals all over the world are dying left right and center, for unknown reasons, and to top it all off, the entire system that we have all built our lives upon seems to be on the brink of destruction. We would like to make sense of all this, but we just can’t, which causes us to fear for whats to come.

We like to put things into boxes in order to make sense of things, and when we observe something that doesn’t fit into one of our boxes of beliefs, such as undeniable proof of a UFO flying over our house, we tend to panic and become fearful, thinking they must be here to harm us, or worse they are here to invade, torture, and then kill us, and then take this beautiful Earth for themselves… But this is just simply not the case, not even close to being the truth.

Thousands of UFO sightings are reported each day, there are literally millions of ships flying above our atmosphere right now as the time has come for the ascension of mankind, and all the other beings (aliens) in the universe have come to get a front row seat to the greatest event in the universe. We are the show, and they have come to watch, which is why we often see them hovering in the skies above on a daily basis lately.

They aren’t here to frighten us if anything, they just want to say “hey humans, we come in peace, one day soon you will understand everything, don’t be afraid.” 

But that day hasn’t come as of yet, but its drawing very close, and soon all of humanity will be aware of the existence of Extra-terrestrial beings, and the fact that they have come to save us from the dark forces, also known as the cabal, who have enslaved humanity for many centuries now.

Read more about the cabal and what they are here: What is the cabal

This is seriously stranger than fiction, what is happening on Earth right now. As I sit here and write this, I do wonder if all of this is just in my imagination, which I still would not completely rule out, but then at the same time, there are millions of other people who have similar theories as me. There is much more going on than our human minds can grasp, but we are very ignorant to this and thus we close off any possibility that there could perhaps be more to life than what we see… But that is all changing now.

My personal progress has been intense over the past month. I cant keep track whatsoever of my realizations I am experiencing on a day to day basis as the light energies are flooding Earth at this time to help Gaia and her inhabitants ascend to the next level. It’s like my awareness is growing so much, I don’t know who I am anymore, because the foundation I had in the past has been shattered once again, and I am no longer who I thought I was. I am beginning to remember past lives from hundreds of thousands of years ago. I have visions of the past, and the future quite frequently. I look in the mirror and feel as if I am seeing myself for the very first time, and I love the person I am becoming more and more each day.

My dreams are becoming much more vivid and realistic, and they show me what life will be like in the New World, and I have to say it is truly wonderful!

You see, we currently live in the 3rd dimension which I will briefly explain down below so you can understand this shift that is taking place. The planet is ascending into the 5th dimension which is good news for all of us! We are now in the age of Aquarius which lasts about 2160 years and this is just the beginning of the Golden age for mankind, and we are right on the cusp of this great shift taking place!

The 3rd dimension: 

-Awareness of oneself as a separate and unique individual- But very little awareness of the interconnectedness of beings and actions. The third dimension is locked in a time/space and cause/effect paradigm through the individual’s human souls.
-Awareness of Past present and future. However, we tend to forget much of our past due to our unconscious minds and we usually feel a sense of separation from the whole.
-Feelings of limitation in achieving our desires, and feeling the need to work hard to accomplish our goals. Believing that life is hard, and nothing goes our way is common in the 3rd dimension.

But…we are ascending into the 5th dimension:

-There is NO illusion of separation or limitation. Instead, there is a constant experience of the one-ness of God/Goddess/ ALL THAT IS.
-5th-dimensional beings live in unconditional love, forgiveness, and acceptance for all. We hold no judgment, guilt or negativity towards the lower aspects of ourselves that are still striving to remember their higher selves.
-At this level, we are free to create new ways of thinking/being/doing through the seeds of unity consciousness.

There is a big event that will take place soon, where we will be finally contacted by the extra-terrestrial beings, we will finally know the truth about our reality, and we will finally realize that we have been lied to, controlled and brainwashed by the cabal (dark energies) for the past millennia.

Earth has been a prison planet for thousands of years now, enslaving humanity to their dark agenda. But the time is now up, and the victory of the light is near! Humanity will be “rescued” for lack of a better term, from these dark forces and all will finally live our lives in love, peace, abundance, and joy, which is the way that was intended before the dark forces wanted in on the action and took over the planet… Yes, there was galactic wars many many years ago for us, and unfortunately, back then, the darkness won… But it won’t be like that this time, the light is winning by a far cry, and the darkness is leaving, and it will never return!

Once we remember who we truly are, we will be able to live and create our lives in love and abundance for all. Wars will end, hatred will end, fear will end, and we will be left with all that there is, and that is love.

We have woken up, and its time to reclaim our divinity!

Check out this great website for more information on all this! If you are anything like me, you will find this truly fascinating! https://prepareforchange.net/

Victory for the light!


My experience in Amway

Today marks the 1 year anniversary of the day I quit the Amway business, so I thought it was the perfect time to write about my experience in Amway! This is actually a funny story which I don’t really talk too much about it anymore, but at one point it was all I thought and cared about… Building the Amway business was my purpose. Or that’s what I thought anyways…

Looking back I feel like a fool for being swept up into this illusion, but they got me!!! I dunno what to say, but at the time of this experience, I really truly believed that I was right and everyone else who didn’t ‘get it’ was wrong. I was as stubborn as a mule.

It was the strangest thing though, because of how drastically I went from being super keen to build this business one day, to deciding to quit the very next… But, okay, I am getting way ahead of myself here. Let’s go back to the start…

It was during the fall of 2015, I had just come back from living in Vancouver for the summer, and I had just started back at my old cafe job, doing the exact same thing, back to my old dumbass, boring routine of work, workout, watch Netflix, sleep, repeat… Let’s just say I was very unsure about my future and pretty desperate for something to come along that would give me hope. I was actually pretty depressed when I came back from Vancouver, thinking that the world was ending.

But anyways, I decided to get a second job to try to fill some of this excruciating free time because at that time in my life too much alone time was too much for me to handle, so I needed to keep myself busy. So off I went and got a new serving job, where I met my future Amway sponsor.

I didn’t think anything of it when we first met, she was my manager and she and I got along well and we were quickly becoming friends. Working at this new job was only enjoyable when she was on shift, otherwise, I hated it, I made next to no money, and they were unnecessarily strict about greeting tables. I don’t like serving tables and feeling like I am a robot, I am sorry, I can’t say “Hey I’m Lindzay, I’ll be your server tonight, these are our specials… blah blah blah… ”

I just can’t do that. It’s not the way I roll… I like to be myself when I serve, I like to be able to say what I want to my guests, I don’t like following a script.

So anyways, I really didn’t like working there, unless she was in. She was just a very fun, happy and outgoing person to be around, and I wanted her energy, she knew how to love life, and nothing seemed to upset her, she was just always happy. And I was not, but I wanted what she had!

On one shift, she came up to me and started rambling on about this retired young couple that she personally knew that was helping her create passive income so that she wouldn’t have to work a JOB anymore!

I asked her, “okay what are you selling.” Knowing there had to be something…

And she said well this isn’t really a selling opportunity, it’s more mentorship and leadership based.

So I became intrigued to learn more at this point. I had heard about these types of things before, and I always knew somewhere inside that I would one day do something like that. Also, I always thought having a mentor would be very valuable in life, and I was looking for more, desperately looking…So we arranged to meet with her “mentors” in a coffee shop environment about 5 days later.

During that 5 days, a few things happened; I got drunk Saturday night and told the guy I liked I wanted something more, only to get told back that he doesn’t. Sunday morning was a shitty hangover where I cried half the day away, and then later the same day I got fired from this new job of mine… I have never been fired before in my life!

So I went home that night and cried, I was heartbroken, defeated and just utterly confused… The one thing I thought I was good at, which was serving, I just got fired from, I can’t do anything right! I hit rock bottom but instead of staying down there, the next day I started to climb out of the pit I had fallen.

I did, however, find it pretty suspicious that I got fired, to be honest, thinking she planned it all along and I would be more inclined to join her little “thing” if I didn’t have a job anymore.

When the night of the meeting with her mentors rolled around,  I remember sitting in my car outside the Tim Horton’s we were scheduled to meet, and it was about -30 outside, and I did not want to be there at all. Like who in their right minds would actually show up to a meeting in this weather? I arrived early just so I could hide in my car and watch them drive in and go inside… From there I would decide if I was going to go in also. What did they drive, did they even look like professionals, how successful were they going to be?

Part of me just wanted to take off, like I had this sudden urge to leave. Just go home, and carry on with my life as usual. Who knows where I would be today if I had chosen to leave that meeting that night…

Read: All it takes is one moment to change your life

But my curiosity got the best of me that night, so I chose to stick it out. ‘The mentors’ arrived and went inside. They drove a piece of shit car. Why the fuck are these people “retired” and driving a piece of shit car I questioned. I was quick to make judgments back then, and I was highly critical of myself and others.

“Okay,” I thought. “Just look past it, maybe its just not a huge priority for them…”

“I should leave...” I thought over, and over. I was still sitting in my car waiting for 7pm. Then my friend from the restaurant pulled in and went inside. I liked her a lot, and it was pretty much because I didn’t want to let her down which caused me to leave the safety of my car and go inside.

I followed her in, thinking we could chat in line, but when she entered she went straight over to this couple and started giving them both big hugs. ‘That is strange” I thought. “But that’s kinda nice, she must know them well… I don’t see that kind of admiration much in my life…”

I was having anxiety though so my very first impression was very cynical, skeptical and unfriendly. (which is why I work a lot on my anxiety problem)

So we do introductions and sit down and I half expected them to start talking all business-like talk, persuading me to buy some product…  But instead, they were asking me what my goals in life were, and what I wanted to experience in the future, which was just what I needed to hear, some people that were wanting to be successful in life!

Finally, I wasn’t the only one!! My current association had all started to settle for the mediocrity life, and I wanted no part of that whatsoever. I wanted to live a life of wealth and abundance! I wasn’t settling for less than what I knew I was capable of.

SO when this nicely dressed couple sat across the table and talked about business and success principle with me, and they actually listened to me and showed they cared about what I had to say, of course, I would soak it all in…

I immediately liked them ALOT. I left that first meeting overflowing with excitement for whatever this opportunity was, not being told of the name of the company at this point, nor would it have mattered, I didn’t know what Amway was anyways, it didn’t matter what it was, I knew I wanted to be a part of this. A whole new world had opened up to me that I had no idea existed.

I drove home that night and told all my friends and family about this incredible opportunity I was just told about. I was now in some sort of “qualification process” that required me to read the books they wanted me to and attend the selected meetings.

Wow, this was amazing!!!  I couldn’t wait to see what this was all about, and start recruiting everyone I know because this is just so amazing everyone I know will wanna get into it!

Basically, the business model I was presented with was: Build this business over the next 2-5 years, do what they tell you, start building a team, duplicate yourself,  and soon enough you will be making a passive income of 75k- infinite amounts a year that will allow you to *travel the world.

*This is what they told me because they knew all I wanted to do was travel.

It Seemed too good to be true, so most logical people won’t sign up, but me on the other  hand:

“Here take my money!! SIGN ME UP NOWWWWWWWWW!!!”


I wanted this so bad, I was probably the best “process candidate” anyone had ever seen. I saw this business as a way for me to travel freely around the world with this passive income coming in every month that they talked about. It made a whole lot of sense to me, and so I went head first into it. I imagined myself building this for like a year or two, and then earning like 5k a month that I could just travel the world with. It didn’t once occur to me that once I have a team of people, I would have to take care of them and help them build their own teams, meaning no I wouldn’t be free to travel. But it took me a while to realize this!

My friends all thought that I was insane. Like just absolutely bat shit crazy, they couldn’t believe what I had gotten myself into. Some didn’t even want to talk to me anymore…

Plus, I am pretty damn stubborn, so I completely thought that I was right and they were all wrong, and that one day when I was a millionaire they would regret laughing at me.

I started attending meetings a few times a month where they talked about creating an asset and building a team that would create a passive income monthly that would grow bigger and bigger with each new buisness owner (aka sucker) you recruited.

I was excited. I attended every single meeting eagerly writing notes and learning the buisness inside and out. I was always observing my surroundings and it wasn’t long before I realized that a lot of people that had been recruited into the buisness were never going to be successful in it, and were basically just wasting their time and money. They weren’t motivated at all, and I questioned how they even passed the process…

Myself, on the other hand, knew I had what it took to build the buisness. I was ambitious and eager to build a team and find a running mate that was just as excited about the buisness as I was, and together we would build a very solid buisness.

I would daydream at work all the time, thinking about financial freedom and retiring from my job that they brainwashed me to HATE from day 1. I would stand at work thinking “one day I will be free from this, and be living the most beautiful life travelling all over the  world with unlimited money coming in.”

They get you excited about retirement by inviting you to other buisness owners retirement parties. A few people I knew spent hundreds of dollars to travel to Vancouver from Calgary for one of the Amway big shots retirement party, I didn’t go because I was pretty new in the buisness still, and feesibly it didn’t make much sense for me to go. However that doesn’t mean I didn’t want to go, I wanted to experience as much of the buisness as I could, I was “all in” from the very first day.

The major functions…

Once every 4 months they had what are called major functions, which were intended to inspire and motivate you to go out and build your buisness. People tend to get pretty complacent and lazy at times, so the major functions were put on to get people out of their complacenty and actually build their businesses.

I was in Amway just a little bit over a year so I got to attend all 4 major functions…

The first one was called “Dream night” which my very first function and big meeting I got to attend. It was all very exciting and new, and I remember being extremely eager and excited. I got to dress up very nicely for it, do my hair and makeup, and I felt pretty good about myself now a new buisness owner. Dream night was all about the materialistic side of things, showing us fancy homes, cars, and boats. But what really got me excited was seeing all the travel the diamonds got to do, it all looked like so much fun, and I couldn’t wait to be in their shoes one day… the function did its job and got me dreaming again, I went home from that function and made myself a gigantic vision board.

The next major function was called “Spring leadership” and this was my first weekend-long major function. It was nothing short of exhausting. 3 days, Friday- Sunday and you are basically sitting in an uncomfortable arena seat for several hours each day. Saturday was definitely the longest starting at 10am and going until 2am that night. By Sunday I was spent. Just so exhausted… the weekend itself was fun at the time, and I remember being so excited about what I was involved in. I felt motivated by the event, but I shortly lost it once the weekend was over. I was starting to feel anxious at this point about building a team. I couldn’t seem to go out and tell people about this “incredible opportunity” I had. But I didn’t think much of it. At this point, I was reading a lot of books, and I was beginning to open myself up to God again, and so I kind of put my business on the side burner and wanted more than ever to dive fully into spirituality.

Read about: my spiritual journey 

The next major function was called Family Reunion, which was held in July in Spokane Washington. This was the first time I got to travel for the buisness and I was so excited! I took the bus down to Spokane with my sponsor. It was a nice trip, but it wasnt the kind of travel I was really looking for. I was stuck following the schedule they had, which involved sitting again in a arena for 3 solid days similar to the spring leadership. We did get to enjoy a banquet dinner, which was like 2000 people all rushing into a hall for a plated chicken dinner. It was sheer madness, but a unique experience to have… After that weekend was over, I once again felt motivated to build my team, which lasted once again only for a few short days before I sunk back into my usual routine. I was constantly trying to convince myself to go out and meet people, but I just couldnt bring myself to do it…

Two months later, in the month of September 2016 I went to the last major function of the year, which was held in Reddeer alberta, which is only an hour and a half away. This weekend I had fully convinced myself I would meet someone to build the buisness with, and finally I would get the push I needed to be fully commited… But I didnt meet anyone, and I went home feeling pretty sad. I kept expecting that I would meet some wonderful guy and together we would build the buisness together, and be financially free. There were afterall many single guys that were also in the Amway buisness just like I was, and it was really only a matter of time before I met someone. Oh and around this time I went to see a pyschic who confirmed that I would meet someone soon, and that she also saw me doing very well in a leadership/ managerial position. Which was perfect for what I was involved in at the time.

It wasnt until December came that I had my very first thought of quitting the buisness. I had never even considered it as a possibility and told myself that this was what I was doing with my life. I was fully in this buisness, body mind and spirit. OR so I thought.

The thought to quit came quite randomly. I was sitting in my bed one night after a meeting thinking to myself, “what would I do if I met someone great who had no desire whatsoever to build the buisness?” And the very first thought I had was, “oh well you will just quit then”


It was a confusing time because I really had no intention to quit, but aparently God had other plans for me, because over the span of the next month, I started getting bombarded by signs and warnings showing me that I needed to quit.

The first one was when I asked one night before bed if I was on the right path. (I often ask for dreams to guide me) and sure enough, that night I was shown a dream where I was in a really terrible cult that tortured people, but the message I got from the dream was that I had the free-will to leave at any point, I didnt need to stay anywhere I didnt want to, no matter who it might have upset.

I knew quitting this would be a really hard thing to do as it was going to let a lot of people down. But I realized from that dream that I wasnt trapped in doing this, or anything in life. I had the free will to do anything I wanted.

I didnt quit immediatly following that dream, actually at first I took it as meaning, well its not that bad of a thing, at least you aren’t getting tortured, it could be a lot worse I guess….

The last major function I went to was dream night, I sat there now one year into buisness, without a single team member, and without the burning desire, I had a year prior to do this… I still wanted to build it on a conscious level at this point, but after looking around and thinking:

“is this really how I want to live my life, attending these stupid boring functions for the next however many years…?” I looked at the hundreds of people around me, all were just links in the chain fence that were trying to do the exact same thing I was trying to do. I didn’t want to be just a duplicate in life, I wanted to be my own self, free to do whatever it was that I wanted!

I made the final decision to quit after flipping a coin. The question at hand was “should I quit the Amway business and travel the world on my own terms?”

I flipped the coin, and its results told me no I shouldn’t quit. But I had already made up my mind at that point. When the coin was in the air, I knew what I wanted deep down, and that was to quit.

Its been now exactly 1 year since I officially quit the Amway business. I learned so much through that experience, even though it didn’t turn out the way I had expected it to, the amount of knowledge I gained through reading, listening to audios, learning about success principle, and the countless of meetings I attended.

All in all, looking back I can say it was a phenomenal experience, even though it left me 10k in debt… But money is not everything, and I really believe the experience I had was worth that sum of money and I would do it all over again if I had the chance.

With Love and Light